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Foreplay/Long Time

2009-10-18T19:03:00Z

How the fucking hell have I taken so long to write another one of these! I think that's the question on everyone's mind, and you know what, I can't really answer it....well actually I totally, can, 3 things; forgot about it, didn't have time, couldn't be bothered. But here I be so let's get on with it. When was the last one again, after the holiday? Yes I believe it was...quite a bit has happened since then I guess (as you'd imagine), now whether or not you knew this I spent like the entire holiday worrying that I wasn't gonna pass 1st year at uni and would have to resit the entire year, luckily I was wrong so here I am, a 2nd year History student! Good stuff. Well kinda. I can't decide whether I'm actually enjoying myself which is....weird, I don't think that's supposed to happen you know? The other strange thing is that I picked to do a damn module on Russia but am I doing one? No....I am doing Pre-Industrial Empires though which I did pick so fair enough....the two modules I picked...or 1 I picked and 1 I was randomly put on in this case, only last half the year though so perhaps I'll be doing Russia after Christmas? We'll see....oh god speaking of which I'm getting strangely excited for christmas this year, I keep thinking about it, therefore lots of fun shit needs to go down this year so that I don't get disappointed. Me and Dale were actually talking about christmas like last week and got into that shit generic growing up conversation where we talk bout how it's crap nowadays and then someone points out that it's probably cause you'r older and then everyone involved feels a bit crap and gets all nostalgic....always happens.

Anyhoo more about christmas when it's closer, I mean I have been shouting at my mam for looking a christmas stuff, pointing out that "it isn't even bastard halloween yet woman!" So yeah....moved into the new flat obviously which is good and I know y'all know the story but I'm going to tell the room one again, basically I have a lovely en suite, and you'd expect that for me to obtain a room with en suite that I'd have to have go there first and claimed it right? Wrong! No I was the last there and was left with it! Much to most peoples (including my own) surprise. Just wish the room was a bit bigger like....I sort of miss having a window to look out in a street as well, I liked sitting on my bed on just at my computer and turning around and just having a nice stare outside....can't do that anymore though. The small window just looks into our garden thing....I've noticed that so far this year I've hardly been on my computer though, it's strange. Generally I live on it, like I'd get back from uni or whatever and switch it on then later on I'd be on msn and that but not this year, I spend all my time in the main room watching tv or whatever...I think it might be down to where my room is like....I mean I did actually want the room that I got but now I don't really feel that comfortable just sitting there, I mean Dale and Maynard used to come and sit with me in my old flat room but...well it never happens in this one, mainly cause I'm not in there...I mean for a start it's a fucking faff on keeping the door open which I like to have...seems more welcoming...like how I've got my little card on the door saying "Hello". Don't get me wrong though, the room is good, I mean having the mint shower in my en suite, and just the en suite in general is really really useful for in mornings and that since the others can't get to it I can quickly get to the my shower and that.

Actually concerning flats, Keepin, Sheldon and Martyn have moved into a flat in Jesmond which I've been to basically every week...now this may seem fair enough but then you find out that, well until Wednesday when Martyn came round quickly, none of them have been round....I mean even people I never see like Zoe, Catherine and Rachael have been to my flat...hell except for Sammy, Zoe was the first person who didn't live in my flat to visit! I mean come on! Though all of this seems to be part of a larger scale thing of noone really seeing eachother anymore at the moment. Like the start of last year, and in fact for a long time until like February or even later, we all would go out to town on Thursdays to Stonelove, or go somewhere like Mood at the start of the year which was ace, but this year...nothing really....no midweek drinking, everyone's always too busy with uni work or whatever, and worse yet my favourite day (Friday of course) has become a rather boring and drab thing. No more lovely metro and film or hilarious food outing or whatever...nope, generally just go to The Fun House (Keepin, Sheldon and Martyn's flat-name is naturally taking from my nickname for their room on holiday) and possibly go to the pub for food in the afternoon or see a film at the Gate....which is really boring. And on top of that I hardly see Sheldon cause he buggers off to Edinburgh to see Amber! And I mean I wouldn't be too bothered by all this if we didn't go to see the damn films at like 4 in the afternoon cause Keepin is doing something with Laura, which is fair enough if it's every now and then but not when it's every damn week! e's the one who used to get annoyed at Sheldon for changing Fridays to see Amber but now suddenly it's all changed around....as....someone? put it it's Bros before hoes....until you're not single! Hmph!

But anyway....oh got me a job now of course, at the Irish Centre....it's....well basically it's a bit like what driving lessons were, I spend all the time before them getting really annoyed and worked up about how crap it's gonna be and how it's a waste of time but after it's finished it's...mostly, not been that bad. At least I'm getting paid I guess....though since we never go out any more I'm not that bothered...though I did buy quite a lot of stuff yesterday and wages will pay for that....and I still need to buy quite a bit more stuff as well like a bag and shoes and so on...might start shouting at people to start going out again...though I'm generally at work on Tuesdays and Thursday which are the best days to go out so I can't start drinking at like 9 or 10 which is when I would if I wasn't at stupid work....need to go to Travelling Man and ask about jobs! Oh yes which reminds me of another bad thing(yes I'm aware of how negative it's being but I'm making a point) old lunch at uni with Keepin and Chris, and Comic day have disappeared...though only cause we don't know when each other are free....we need to sort it out...which will be done! Everything will be sorted out and put right!

So yeah....I tell you one fun thing though, which was surprising and good, when Catherine and Rachael randomly came round to the flat like last week or whenever, just which I hadn't had work that night! Could've had a more interesting time than just showing them round then sitting for about 5 minutes before having to leave, though they kindly gave me a lift to work which was fun enough! People should come round more though...make things more interesting...they should come round and we'll all get drunk and have a good time...or people should have house parties and invite me, and said drinking can happen there instead! Hmmm...right what else do I have to say...that's the problem with not writing an LJ in ages, it takes ages to bring everything up to speed and it just ends up being insanely long and I forget loads of shit! Crap all I can think about is How I Met Your Mother, which I love now by the way...watch it every night no matter how late it is! It's just so good....oh yeah work keeps making me miss loads of mint stuff on tv...like the "new" Scrubs and mint films and stuff, it's proper annoying....that's definately the worst thing about work, the damn time it lasts until...oh I just thought of something to talk about but it'd take too long so it can wait for my next LJ....I think I'll finish now, just a nice (insanely long) re-warm up to get back in the swing of things you know!

P.o!

Magaluf, Si?!

2009-08-31T23:41:30Z

Oh this could be hard getting a weeks holiday into one...hmm, let's try and make it short! Right. I was actually surprised with how ok I was on the morning when we left, cause generally a lack of like 10 hours sleep and a long journey makes me feel crap, but I was actually ok, except for the obvious worrying that I'd forgotten to pack something important, which luckily turned out to be nonsense. I was bloody worried about my bag being too heavy as well but then it turned out to be 5kg lighter than it needed to be! Which really surprised me, and was lucky for the women who were miles over somehow...I really don't understand how they did it, we were only gonna be away for a week! But anyway, had a good hoot with everyone at the airport, except Keepin, Sheldon and Martyn obviously who were already at Magaluf by the time we'd checked in! But yeah, we had some tasty chips, well I bought them and ate like 10, cause even though I was starving I just couldn't eat them, so me and Dale bought some sweeties for the plane...it was hilarious getting on that though, me and Dale made sure we were the last ones on cause we couldn't be bothered with sitting in the crampedness so as we were walking on I was saying stuff like "Tell the pilot that we're here now so we can go" and we both had a good lol...which lasted about 2 minutes til Dale found out that various seats had been stolen and he was sat miles away. Nightmare. I do enjoy having time to have a nice read like it has to be said, so the flight was pretty good til we got properly bored, was nice looking down on Majorca as we landed like...though Dale did point out that it looked a bit like when your crops die on FarmTown, which I said was a shame for them...

We went to a proper shit hole for the first night to have food, but it was funny there cause the blokey kept calling Sam "baby", which got hilarious looks and laughs from many of us, then later we went to have a spy up the strip, but without the other 3 cause they wanted to sleep, so we went off to get annoyed and dragged into various bars...cause you see they aren't allowed to give out flyers in Magaluf so they just have really annoying people standing at the doors of bars shouting at you to go in saying that you'll get loads of free drink...which unfortunately someone believed so we went in this proper shitty bar and as I suspected you only got this free stuff after everyone bought a really expensive drink...but whatever we did it, and I did actually end up getting a bit drunk which is good...and the dj managed to get some whorey woman to get her kit off so that was interesting, turned all our heads anyway! The last place we went was the best though with a mint black guy who got us loads and loads of stuff, including mint hats, and kept saying Shamone Motherfucker! He was proper hilarious, and he apparently loved geordies, which is why we got so much stuff, so that was lovely.

We got our seats at the pool the next day which we kept for like 90% of the holiday, though I made sure not to sit on a sunlounger first as some bloody black guy kept coming round and demanded €2 each! Bullshit says I. The pool was great though, we all had lovely times playing with the balls we had and...well jumping up and down mainly...oh I would hang onto Sheldon when I got bored...had fun bicep curling him though, or carrying him or Keepin around, it's like I had super strength! :D Yeah generally we did the same thing at the pool every day though, and we spent all day at the pool except for like...1 or 2 days when we happened to go to the beach, or when we went on the epic hour voyage to Black Lizard Rock and back. I was so bloody excited for that but unfortunately I forgot about how I get so sea sick...so I spent the first half of the journey there shouting and waving and going on saying more to port or starboard, or pedalling (we were in pedalos) when it was mine and Kayleighs turn...but alas, half way there the waves got to me and I felt like shit and had to sit it out...so even when we got to the rock, which many other pedalos had suddenly decided to do as well strangely, I couldn't enjoy it and run to the top as I wanted, all I did was slide and fall onto shore then stand about for a few seconds wishing I was on real land, so off we went back. DIdn't pedal at all on the way back cause I honestly though I was going to vom. In fact I gave statistics of how likely it was for me to be sick to my crew mates of HMS Awesome!...soon renamed HMS Awful by me in my head...said I'd pay them back for being so kind but I forgot to. whoops! It was actually a right arse on after we got to land cause I just sped away back to the room to get a drink and something to eat and ended up falling asleep for nearly 2 hours til Martyn came to find me!

We had some mint meals on holiday like...but only in the second half, unfortunately we spent the first few nights going to some right god awful places, but yeah...some of the best food i've ever had at the places we went on the last 3 nights, so bloody tasty. I just wish I'd had more money, which I found to be a problem after about 3 days, I didn't have enough to continue my rampant spending so I had to get pretty cheap stuff, but luckily it was all really tasty, and some places when we went out on the night did actually give free stuff so I could get quite drunk. Though the most drunk night for me was the 2nd night, which would be when Martyn so eloquently stated that "All the pussy is mine! Pussy pussy pussy!" while doing a sort of crab impression, needless to say we mocked this for the rest of the holiday. God still makes me laugh, he's never living that one off! A few other catch phrases would be cupOFTEA, which is basically saying cup of tea in a sort of indian fashion...but shouting the end, and SI?! which was mocking the bastard maids! Oh those buggers, you'd put the "Fuck off" sign up and still in the morning they'd come in and go "houseclean?!" or "Si?". In fact one bastard day we got back to find our room tidy....and some of our newly bought alcohol gone!! So we complained...but nothing happened, except we hid shit the rest of the holiday and every time I walked past a maid I spied into their trolleys...

Anyway yeah...the night I got very drunk was interesting, cause me, Dale, Martyn, Keepin and Sheldon all some how split off, or were left behind somewhere and we all ended up having a very deep conversation, as does happen when you're pissed off your face...so that was interesting. The walk back to the hotel was annoying though, cause I took Dale towards the beach to go a different way to the other 3 as I thought it'd be faster, but Dale was absolutely off his face and was heading in the wrong direction and wouldn't listen to me at all even though I actually knew where I was going...then he went into a random hotel...we'll never know why....eventually, after a whole hour, and after being attacked by prostitutes, we got back, and I was less than amused so I went to sleep. Or tried to anyway, the one problem with being in a room with women is that they're so damn loud all the time...Sam especially! Another thing I found with the holiday was that after 3 days my feet just hurt like hell constantly if I stood up for more than I minute due to being out for so long the first few nights so I spent a long long time sitting down, even when we were out...

Oh I'll tell you about the mint club there, old BCM....we asked what it stood for but the guy didn't know...he didn't know what we meant by "what does BCM stand for?" at first as well which was amusing so I had to give him some examples...but no...personally I think its Banging Choons Man! but who knows! Anyway yeah its massive, and mint. Properly expensive to get into though but you get loads of free shit like t shirts and hats and so on...oh and free drinks tokens! So it was canny good! The dancers there were weird though, cause the ones that had their breasts out had bodies of 20 year olds then horrible 40 year old faces that looked like they'd be smashed with a shovel...then the nice looking ones were all wearing clothes! Nightmare. Scooter and Radio 1 were at BCM while we were there though so that was fucking ace! And we went to a foam party one night at the place underneath it called Millenium, which I wished I'd enjoyed more but I was properly shattered so I couldn't be bothered in the end and went back as soon as Sammy said he was tired...but there was a wet t shirt competition before the foam so that was fun!...although there was male dancers and stuff and lots of men and I'm sure it was a gay club! Ao much so that I didn't dance to YMCA when it came on, I just stood there looking really awkward, as if I was still in Year 5!

Uuum, what else...oh yeah, I love how on holiday it's suddenly not gay at all for lots of men to be rubbing each other down, just cause it's sun tan lotion, kept making me laugh when people asked me to do it cause I thought of that. Though the lotion had to be used! I mean it was a whopping 40 degrees!! Seriously!! You could bloody well feel it when you just lay in the sun as well, you either starting burning on some plastic or you felt really uneasy....oh god then the tiles around the pool, they were like little ovens!! Had to hop across cause it was so fecking painful!! Only went in the sea 2 times as well which was weird, one time when we went to the Black Lizard Rock, and another time when me, Keepin and Sheldon went for a swim in the sea...kept shitting myself though cause there was little fish everywhere so I kept jumping on Shellybob or Keepin, then making Keepin jump on Sheldon when I kept saying that I could see a massive fish (which I'm sure I could!)...or crabs...which weren't there, but it was funny cause he hates them. Har! I tell you what was a bloody joke on holiday though, how it was basically £1 to €1! Went there expecting to get lots of shit for free but noooo...everything basically the same as here....hm! Damn economy...oh yeah there was porn on the tv as well, like proper porn...just on tv! It was awful, proper german. Actually another thing that was annoying on holiday was not texting lots, I was so tempted all the time but I knew it'd be better if I didn't for money reasons, and it'd be more fun when I got back...but yeah I found myself going for my phone quite a few times when I was drunk as I usually do but having to stop myself..ah yeah and it's funny how Magaluf is supposed to be where everyone goes and lots of sex and shit happens but the only poontang that went down was between people in the group! Hmmmm!!! Not counting the couples anyway obviously. But yeah...ah feck all that pissing about trying to get my brother to piss off has made me forget what I was gonna say uuuum....yeah! It was a mint holiday like, I hope we go on another like it...though slightly better, next year...I'll definately need more money like but you know, when don't I! Hmm...good times! I bet I've forgotten something...oh well!

P.o!

We're All Going On A...Summer Holiday!

2009-08-17T17:51:19Z

Magaluf tomorrow like puaaa fucking nyaaaw. Yeah...09 and that shit. Today has been proper eventful though, getting all the stuff done that i needed to, oh except holiday insurance which I'll do after this....I'll open another window so that I remember! Right there we go. Anyway yes today! Got woken up by my Dad ringing at the horrible time of 10 o' clock, 15 minutes away from my damn alarm! Then he proceeded to pass the phone to all my family who said something weird, like my oldest brother asking if I was gonna be taking cheap drugs and women in magaluf...strange boy. Ok one thing then I'll get righht back, why the fuck does every version of Confusion Girl I get have some shitty radge beat in the background and isn't just nice like of the video! Argh!!! But anyway yeah so they kept me awake til right before my alarm so I put it on snooze to catch up...which is a bad idea, ended up snoozing it about 5 times so that I got up 11, and that was only cause the postman was at the door with a package...I then went to have a shower and was sick before I got into the shower....which was weird, like not proper vomit sick though, just like...watery stuff...I think it's cause of stress, and I'm not joking that's actually what I think it is, like from the holiday being tomorrow and having loads to do today...and I'm weird so it sort of makes sense.

Yeah so I went to go and get my hair cut in Throckley since it's close but that was closed so I went to the place I went before I moved here...except I spent like 15 minutes pissing about finding a place to park. The first time I stopped I realised I was about a mile away so in the end I just parked relatively close to my old house and walked the last 5 minutes. I actually don't hate my hair now so that's good, it's much better and easier to have when it's shorter! Yeah so after that I went to Sam's to pick up my Magaluf shirt...and as I got out the car I realised I forgot to get money out for her, so instead of just leaving and quickly going to get it I went and knocked on the door then told her and THEN went to get it...not sure why...just to show her how stupid I was I suppose, oh went past Dale on the way there though which was almost amusing, cause he was going round the roundabout at the bottom of Swalwell but in a different direction...but he didn't see me, well later he told me that he saw some bloke laughing in the car but didn't notice it was me. Nightmare. Yeah so I went to get money but on the way saw Martyn and he was going to Sam's but also needed money so I picked him up and we got money and Greggs then went to Sam's and I rang Dale to ask him if he saw me...then he turned up at Sam's drive and it was all very amusing....as I'm sure you can imagine......anyhoo.

Yeah then went to the metro with Martyn, who said Sheldon would be therewell but he was with Amber having food at the Frankie and Bennys outside so I never saw him, took bloody ages there as well...then went to Keepins to keep him company til he went to the Metro with some woman and we played games and that Catherine rang which was lovely...another lovely moment where I'm yabbling away on the phone then notice she's gone silent so she obviously doesn't know what I'm on about...so that was good. Yeah after that went to Somerfield to get cat food...and some chewing gum! Stupid bitch at the till didn't even say hello when I did...I wasn't amused. Oh actually before that I went to pick up my spray that I forget to get out Martyn's bag but just ended up taking him and Milky to his Gran's, which is why I went to Somerfield as it's close. Was a bit annoying when I was driving them though cause for some reason I suddenly stopped using the clutch properly and was trying to change gear without it and stuff, it was weird. Could've totally seen Catherine and Kate as well as I was gonna drive through Swalwell to go home and do something amusing but uh...decided it'd be a bit weird so I didn't...was proper swish parking the car today though, I mean it's at a weird angle in the drive but I didn't get stuick on the curb and have to sit for ages trying to jump it over, just went straight in! Skillz.

So yeah...and now I'm back here trying to think what last things I can pack away that I won't need tomorrow morning...actually I tell you what, I sort of burnt my back last week and it's the biggest piss take ever, cause I thought I hadn't burnt it at all or maybe a tiny bit but then I obviously had as it stung when I did anything, then it became the itchiest motherfucker in years but eventually I just started ignoring it and got quite used to being itchy, which was weird...but now it's all flakey and urgh, lovely image for when I get to magaluf...hmph! Hmm...oh I should probably talk about the holiday a bit I guess, so yes...going for a week as we should all know! It'll be odd not texting as much, though I won't be able to stop myself doing a few, I'll miss talking to various people too much...I actually like how like a month ago when we were all asking eachother how much we were taking and everyone said like £600 and stuff and now the majority of us only have like £300 or less. Though I always said about £300 cause I'm not made of bloody money! Wish I was but alas it is not so. Can't be bollocked with the flight tomorrow, I mean it's at lunch time which means I don't have to get up at stupid o'clock, like Keeoin, Shellybabe and Martyn (4 in the morning, flight at 6) but then it means the day is just travelling...totally not looking forward to the bus from the airport to the hotel...I hate buses. I'll just sleep through everything or keep reading my book!

Oh god packing there's a piss take that I've never proper done myself, god I've sat for about 2 hours worth of time now wondering if I have everything...it's silly really, I'm really sure I've forgotten something...but what! I shouldn't really need anything except clothes and money and my book since we're just all going to get drunk...but I still feel something is missing! And I don't mean my pepsi socks, they're a different mystery! Hmm...but yeah...should be good. Plus hopefully something should be organised for after I get back which can make up for driving day not happening as planned...ya feel me! Oh I do love 5 gum...anyway what else...hmm, yes I think that's actually it for now...see y'all after Magaluf 09 y'all! :)

P.o!

All Along The Watchtower.

2009-08-03T22:01:20Z

Well no more 60 Balmoral Terrace! Back at home now, as I'm sure you know. It's pretty strange not getting up and seeing Dale and Maynard like, or just being able to watch On Demand stuff on the tv....or play on Xbox Live! Though all these things will be back in about a month and a half when we move into Kelvin Grove or whatever the hell the street name of the next place is...it's not even finished yet you know! But it'll be good when it is, it's gonna have like an ice machine and stuff in the fridge-freezer! And there's small plasma screens in each room, which i find to be very useful! Hopefully they won't be in a stupid place like the main TV at the old flat was though, it was well too high...but anyway that'll be the new flat, first we have a month and a bit, including a lovely holiday to get through. Just need a couple more hundred pounds for the holiday and I'll be laughing, I only want to take like £350ish, and it'd be nice to bring some back. I honestly don't know why some people are taking like £700, I mean seriously I think that's way too much money to just spend on getting drunk in a different country, even £350 is quite a lot but that includes foods that have to be bought as well and so on....annoyingly I'll have to keep like £100 in my bank as there's still stupid direct debits to be paid, and a bastard amount of money that the bank is stealing cause Virgin Media couldn;t take money out as Paypal is the slowest thing in the world for moving money to bank accounts...grr! I'm gonna get a student account with Barclays this year I think, gives you a bigger overdraft for a start!...and it's better in a few other ways so you know...it's better.

Anyhoo! Oh god I'll tell you about our moving out party! That was a bloody hoot. Essentially it was lovely and fun, though I suspect would have been even better had certain people turned up....or been invited then turned up...anyway yes, lovely and fun until old Ballsack Barry got up to his tricks again...actually have I even mentioned Ballsack on LJ yet? If not, he's the mentalist who lived across the street and hates students and he came round one night and we called the police on him cause he was weird, and lots of police came and it was hilarious!....and he got his balls out. Hence the name. Anyway! Yeah he came a-knocking and Martyn went and answered the door and when he came back he was holding a red beret with a badge for the Parachute Regiment on, which leads us to believe that he used to be a Para. But yeah Carl wanted to keep it but just decided to keep the badge and instead just mailed the beret back, but when Ballsack came back from getting some random black woman from a different street he was not pleased to find only the beret. So we convinced Carl to take the badge back as well, but when he got there he was attacked by the random woman!....with words, and she stood shouting at him, then Ballsack started talking to him, all the time we were huddled at my bedroom window laughing and telling eachother to shush, which they knew. But after a tense 10 minutes Carl was released and we found out how much of a mentalist Ballsack is.

Then it was all fun for a bit longer, even though some randoms appeared they were friendly enough and all was well until random black woman from Ballsack's appeared, with her son and his friend. And they literally just walked into the flat and came up the stairs, so off went the music, all the talking stopped and every single person went to the landing to watch them, and in some cases, make sure they weren't going to kill us...which is what I was doing with the others! But yeah that was proper odd cause she was arguing sort of, but then after a bit someone said just come in and join the party...but not me, Dale or Maynard, so essentially someone else invited them in, so I spent a long time watching them to make sure they didn't steal stuff. Unfortunately I got bored and went somewhere else so the first set of randoms ended up drinking all of my alcohol, which was very annoying when I found out, and black womans son and his friend bought stuff off Virgin Media, which as we are all aware is in my name, so I was fucked over twice by 2 sets of randomers. The first set ran off after Dale noticed they'd taken the drink though, which is much better than the ballsack crew, they just wouldn't fuck off! Like it got to about 4ish and we all were obviously tired and Chris tried asking them to leave but they wouldn't as Dale (who was really drunk) apparently said they could stay, but he was too drunk to make such decisions! But after a mild bit of arguing we got them out and I started shouting at everyone...well I shouted cause I'd been fucked over out of money and drink and was not pleased...see if only Martyn hadn't kept the bloody beret then they probably wouldn't have come over then the night would've been fantastic! ...but alas, Martyn is an idiot.

So yeah....what else...oh yes, never trust Smoggies, they steal your stuff when they move out, arseholes. And student finance is boring and hard...and I've left it very very late, but that seems to be what I'm like this year cause I;m an idiot, which is why I had to do an essay a few weeks ago to make sure I actually passed the year of uni. Which admittedly was my own fault but it's done now so should be ok. Need to do things very different next year! Like actually do essays and go to lectures...or at least seminars, or most of them anyway, not just decide to go to about 10% of them for the last semester. Stupid stupid stupid. Oh good thing that's happened lately, no two things, sold a 20p for £126 on eBay har har, and now I'm on my mam's car insurance so Driving Day :D ...might happen...it best do, there's no point in everyone saying yes to doing it then just suddenly not doing it...I mean how boring is that for a start...and it'd be shit. Mainly cause I'm on my own for 2 weeks before holiday and I want something to do, and mint people are up for the Magic Car Ride. Pity it's not all 4 of the L.B like...oh god you know what's mint by the way, not having breakfast then going to Davids house and sitting in his garden in the sun drinking Mojitos, so you get a teensy bit tipsy and you just talk about memories and holidays and stuff...the poppiholla comes on the radio! Bloody perfection. ...hmm this is looking pretty long...I'll stop now and write another one soon enough cause I have more to talk about, har.

P.o!

The Thoughts In My Head.

2009-06-29T14:26:32Z

I've been having some mint dreams lately like! As I'm sure you will know as I'll have texted you telling you about them even though i know you don't care but I always want to tell people about them cause it makes me pleased....so I wake up pleased, text people about the dream then find Dale and tell him! Fun fun fun. I really do wish I could watch dreams back though, it would be great, for a start I could show people the places in them and get them made in real life and it'd be great cause they're usually really good places, like with secret rooms and stuff and secret rooms are so cool!...I actually used to wish that there was a secret room in my old house in the West End, ever since I watched an episode of Johnathan Creek where the whole point of it is there's all this shit going down in a secret room that everyone can see from outside...obviously, but noone knows how to get to it. So yeah, they're just really cool! If and when I'm rich I'm gonna get somewhere with secret rooms for me to find!...and a Map room, but me and Dale have been over what rooms we'll have in our mansions about 80 million times over the last 15 years...in fact that gives me an idea for the next flat....should make like a cupboard a map room, Dale has a few maps and stuff and I'd easily get some...hmm...anyway! I'm sure you'll want to hear more interesting things than Map room plans...

I actually printed off my CV yesterday so I've got 10 copies of that to hand out in the week, possibly tomorrow but if not then Wednesday. I'm dying to get a job, I'm sick of doing nothing and I'm even more sick of having no money, which isn't good since I'm going on holiday in about a month and a half and everyone seems to be taking like £500-700...and I have, well less than £200 of my overdraft! And I still need to buy food and clothes and stuff! :S So yeah...I'll need the job and to find a way to make another quick £100 or so to get clothes and stuff...plus I'll have to work an insane amount before we go so that I have enough cash, I mean I won't empty my entire account before we go but I'll only leave like £100 or less in it...hmm, so that should be interesting. It's weird though, the holiday isn't that far away really but to me it does seems ages away, if you get me. Like at the moment I'm not that excited for it....paintball however! God there's a different story, can't fucking wait for that! Ooh 2 texts, I'll deal with these quick as...hmm, Chris saying he forgot how mint Rocknrolla is, which is true, and Sheldon asking me to wear my waistcoat and orange shirt and do my hair so it's gelled and up and straight tonight! Just in case you were wondering what they were. I'll explain Sheldon's in a moment, anyway paintballing. Yeah I'm really excited for it, it's gonna be like £40 so I'm not going out at all for the next few weeks (except on Fridays cause I can't not go out then, I'm just too used to it, doing something for the last...6? years does that) so that I can pay for it, were gonna be at the place all day as well, 9-5 anyway! Should be mint and painful and tiring and fun! I've started to train myself for it though hilariously, like at the gym I've started doing cardio instead of weights! Oh yes I'm getting very serious, and, perhaps coincidentally, we've all started proper bombing on with CoD4, you know, getting some vitual practice...aaah, god I'm so uncool aren't I....I am really excited though, just can't wait to shout "GOOKS IN THE TREES!" when we do the Vietcong Village thing. I'm totally gonna take it way to serious at times, it'll be ace.

Anyway yes, going out for Shellybob's birthday tonight, should be good, going for a meal at Zizzi's then to Tiger Tiger, not sure how much I'll take out though...I suppose I'll take out way too much than I should though since it's a birthday and I won't be out on Thursday. But yeah he asked me in the text before to straighten my hair again, which admittedly is fun and I like it and people say I should always have it like that but god it's such a faff on to do! I am insanely surprised by how it stays up so long though, I honestly thought my hair was like...unstraightenable (theres a new word for the English language...probably), so I was always like hum and haring when people asked me to do it...but yeah apparently it's alright! Just takes yonks to do. I'm used to moving my hair sometimes though so it's weird for me when I go to touch it and it isn't bouncy and soft but hard and...in place. Very strange. Oh damn I'm missing The Next Generation! ...which leads me to another point, I'm proper into that now, which is sad but I honestly don't care. If I think it's good then fuck whatever anyone else thinks, like Maynard says its shit while he's sitting on Football Manager, which according to his laptop he has played for like nearly a week...like in game time...thats fucking ages, and I'm sorry but that has to be the most boring sounding game ever, I have no idea how him and the smoggies like it. And Fifa, I hate that, it's so dull. And UFC, but only cause I didn't play the demo constantly so I don't know the controls and the others do so it's pointless to even play it. But anyway small rant over...uuum...yeah...

I've had a proper urge to get really, really drunk again like last year lately. I think it's all this talk for younger folk going on about parties they've been to, it just reminds me of when we all used to have a great time with a bottle of blue WKD and a couple of cans and alcopops and would get smashed of them, like Dale's houseparties! They were fantastic, like best times ever, getting drunk on minimal drink and pissing about in a massive garden or house then going off on a mish to a park for a bit then coming back and everyone sleeping in weird places...like under a table...or on a windowsill, those are two of mine. Though to be fair the windowsill one was just a normal sleepover, I can't remember why I even slept on it though, cause it was in his sisters room and she was there with her own friends :S ...I sort of remember not having anything to sleep on or with so they told me to sleep in her room since they had loads of stuff and I just perched myself there....hmm...god that must have been when I was like 14 as well...long time ago.

Anyway yeah house parties years ago, they were mint. I suppose they were better cause it was the only chance that I really got to drink and see people I wouldn't normally see, now its like we go to town...pretty much to the same places over and over and spend all our money but still don't get drunk at all or more than like slightly tipsy and it's all very boring. Like even the house parties here over the last few weeks, while good, have sort of been crap compared to back in the day. The thing I realised before I went to sleep on the last one was that they aren't as fun at the end anymore, like a few years ago you'd get dropped off at your friends and that'd be that until you got picked up or got the bus or whatever but now when it gets to about 2 or 3 in the morning people just get taxis or drive home (slightly dangerous) so instead of it being mint when you wake up and having about 20 people around the flat sleeping on weird shit there's about 3 people, and even they've disappeared by the time I get up so I just wake up (usually and strangely at the same time as Dale) to find a messy flat...I might force people to stay one time, just tell everyone that they HAVE to get really drunk and can't leave, then make sure I get up before like...12 so that I actually see everyone in the morning! ...hmm...yeah, sort of can't wait to get stupidly drunk again though, like so drunk that I'm sick and think "fuck this, I'm not drinking again"...not as bad as New Year though, that was too far, but you know, just drunk enough that I'm sick a bit then keep drinking after in that lovely way, I mean you gotta get rid of the awful taste somehow! Unless you've been drinking nice things then sometimes the sick tastes like apples and stuff, which is ace...but yeahthat'll probably be the holiday when that happens...so should be good!

P.o!

Blackholes and Revelations.

2009-06-15T23:42:27Z

Oooh I'm jonesing for some more Mass Effect like...I've nearly finished it again, played it for 13 hours straight a few days ago you know...seriously! Yum...mint game, anyway. When the hell was the last time I wrote one of these...oh yes birthday will have to be mentioned, that were fun going out those 2 times, went out on my proper birthday with my brothers and some of their friends turned up...unfortunately psycho emma was there and was as...fun? as last time she was there....fucking crazy bitch. But anyway yeah that was great, didn't spend a single penny and got rather drunk! Always good, then went back to Paul's and watched Platoon...after being sick 3 times...and stealing loads of shit from the bar. Har. But yeah, good times. Went out with all the others the next day...Thursday in fact! That were good, only bought like 2 drinks for myself...got 6 shots off a few people and they made me down them all....yet I didn't get very drunk? It was very strange. Sort of disappointing but at least they tasted good. Got some fun shiz off folk as well like comics and moneys and cookies and a lovely picture...which is still up actually now that I think about it...hmm.

Can't really think of what happened in between my birthday and Dale's party a few days ago...oh except Ian's! That was fun...but I can't really remember most of it....not cause I was drunk or anything, just can't remember what the hell happened for some reason...oh except that we had a really awkward taxi ride to town cause Yaz and her Bear fucker bitch friend got in our taxi so we had to leave Beth behind cause they wouldn't get out of OUR taxi...fucking arseholes. But anyway, Dale's party!...which was here! That was mint, fucking love house parties, I want us or someone to have another, they're so insanely fun with all the stealing of road signs and cones and drinking and people getting pissed off and the awkwardness and the singing and the drinking games aaaaaand so on. Gotta admit, Tequila shooters are alright as long as you don't pause at every stage and think "fuck me my mouth is so salty...now salty and alcohol....now...ooh limey! Yay!"

I had a horrible dream before the party though, I dreamt that everyone stole and drank my alcohol from the flat and I was not pleased!...though the main flat area looked like the casino which was pretty cool...good old Aspers, I feel like going back there, I'm still determined to win back the money I wasted last summer of bloody strippers!....I mean....well yeah strippers. I'm not denying that that night wasn't class, but it was painfully overpriced. Anyway yeah...well I say the dream was horrible...it was actually really cool, but I didn't like how my alcohol was drunk! Uuuum...yeah it was good at the actual party though, surprising how many people we got in the flat, me and Dale worked out that it was a good 20 or so, though some people left before like Keepin and Martyn turned up as they came from town and a different party....no idea why but at least they came...unlike Sheldon! The swine, he just went to Sunniside instead...and then the next day when I wanted to go to Fozzys with him like I'd told him and reminded him lots he cancelled so I couldn't and I felt bad since I promised I'd go. But that's just Sheldon, a big...Sheldony thing.

Hmmm what else can I talk about then....ok I've been convinced to make this one short (LOL) yeah...so I totally need this job I want...Morrisons is the current plan! Stacking shelves and fun shit like that, hopefully not on the tills though, cause you know...I don't like people...and the fact that it's in Byker doesn't exacARGH KIDNEY PUNCH! Damn Dale...anyway, doesn't exactly help things...you know, radgies and all that...the other plan is the Tesco near perhaps...cause it's close and shit, har. Mmm really need to get it though, like actually require it or I'll die from lack of funds....but not joking. Hurm. And jobs equal money and money equals fun, doesn't it Dale? See he agrees. Right this'll do for now I suppose in an attempt to make this one a short entry....ish.

P.o!

In For The Kill

2009-05-24T23:14:57Z

Hmm...it's annoying when you're in one of those situations where you don't know what's really going on and the people that would be most useful to ask to find out if what you think is going on is actually going on are in fact involved in the whole thing so you end up lying on your bed at 4 in the morning with Coldplay playing on the computer trying to figure everything out...sort of makes me feel like J.D in a way which is sort of good I guess, just which I knew if what I thought was going on was in fact going on!...you know?!...no?...I thought not. Hmm. Oh damn it all I hate when you're on msn and you go to send a message but accidently shove a # or other annoying random symbol on the end by accident! It's almost as annoying as when I'm texting people and I accidently press the green phone button instead of 1 to get a full stop or whatever so it sends it when i'm not finished! And now you know what's happening when I send you a text and then send another straight after that's riddled with swearing or hate for my phone! But anyway, let's get to what's happened lately before I continue let my mind escape into this.

Well basically the last 2 or so weeks have been pretty hectic for me, had to do all my final essays so I've been pretty much working non-stop, well between the um...about the 10th and the 19th I was constantly reading books and organising sources then writing up my essays, which was pretty shit as I'm sure you can imagine.Though to be fair the one I did on the Iraq War was quite interesting!...for me anyway, proper easy as well, I could've totally written many more words and gone miles over the word count but I had to stop myself! ...but I didn't obviously, the other essay was shit though, it was like trying to squeeze apple juice from a tv writing that one...awful! On a different note...I can smell tasty soup...I wish I had tasty soup...like the stuff my mam made one week when I went back for the sunday! God that was lush! Homemade minestrone, it was the tastiest thing (in terms of soup) ever! Plus I had some really nice bread and it was just mmmmm! ...oh anyway essays! Yeah so that shit is out the way and there's just two exams at the start of June then I'm free from Uni until September which is pretty ace.

I think the most interesting thing that's really happened was Friday night, went to Pyles' party at the rugby club, which was a pleasant surprise cause I didn't think we were going and it was like 5 in the afternoon when I was at Keepin's and he just asked if we were going to the party so obviously I agreed cause I do loves the Blaydon parties! Especially when they're upstairs, which it was! Whey! Was nice though as Catherine was there as well...didn't actually go and say hello or move away from the bar all night really...which was odd...I'm not sure why I can never just go up and say hello to like Zoe and Catherine when I see them. It's both annoying and strange....mainly annoying though. The DJ at the party was fucking shit though, possibly the worst DJ I've ever heard, he didn't even play Get Low! And I'm not just saying he's shit for not playing the songs I wanted, it was cause he left gaps between songs and played the same artist in a row and other things that shouldn't happen. I kept saying we should throw him out the window and get Michael to go up seeing as he's actually good. I'm not sure why we just stood at the bar all night like, it was strange, I mean we did move a bit...but only slowly around the bar. I suppose we did get to talk to quite a lot of people since obviously people kept coming over for drinks so we saw them! But yeah, the only interaction with Catherine was at the very end outside when I was sat on the railings and we waved at eachother which seems to be my thing...which is annoying...

Went to town afterwards obviously...wasn't actually planning on doing that, well I was but I was just gonna go home straight away but I was convinced by people to stay out since I hadn't been out with like Sheldon for many many months...doesn't really make sense when I think back since I was gonna go out on Saturday instead and more people were going out then, like including Sheldon as well so I dunno. It was a fun night though! Like sitting in players next to Sheldon and licking his elbow...he didn't realise for ages! And I mean ages. The only badish bit was in Venue (guh) where some arse pushed Amber (Sheldon's girlfriend) over and Sheldon was going to kill him, and it is not fun when you see Sheldon being genuinely angry. It's too weird, he's always happy or joking so when you see that he's deadly serious...well I leant away from him cause I was a bit scared... Actually when I think about it, it was alright that I didn't go out Saturday, the people I would've seen on Saturday turned up to the flat on Thursday and we sat and drank in my room then slightly outside my room which was nice, and Saturday night I just had a nice night in watching tv and stuff. Only bit that was weird on Saturday night was where Zoe had to walk home from work then she just stopped texting after a while so I was mildly worried...

Of course tomorrow is Blood Giving Day so I'll be off to Whickham with Chris for that! Hopefully I won't faint or nearly faint cause I won't be allowed to give blood again for a while and that's just mean of them I think...just gotta remember not to try and get up straight away this time! Then of course it's my birthday on Wednesday...I'll be out for a couple of drinks with my brothers for that since I think I'll try and get people out on Thursday for like the big town outing since it's a better day...dunno where I want to go though really...I'll figure it out! Though I tell you what...I'm really not excited for this birthday at all...I mean I'm gonna get money probably of my family and that but I've got a massive overdraft so it's just gonna sink into that and be pointless...it totally sucks, I mean it's different if you get to look into your bank and go "wow look at all that cash I have to spend!" but I'm just gonna look in and see that I have slightly less money overdrawn...although...I suppose technically the money will be financing my holiday which is alright since it's with all my friends and should be good...but still, I wish I'd have money to waste on dvds...I say waste, dvds aren't a waste in any way at all are they! Hmm...anyway hopefully my birthday will be alright, doesn't really help that I have 2 exams looming though...but whatever! The other interesting thing about my birthday is that my Mam and Dad aren't even around for it! They're in Devon for a funeral! Not very good if you ask me...they could easily zip back up for me. To be fair I'm not overly bothered I do know that they need to go, but it is fun to joke about it...sort of.

Anyway yes...so that's that for now! ...hmm, I do wish people wouldn't fuck about with my dvds...oh actually one last thing! (har) Me and Dale (and Amy) finally went to the supermarket and bought food so I don't starve anymore! I'm so pleased it's fantastic to be able to go get a drink of juice or some crisps or whatever instead of a handful of shreddies or water...it should also last ages cause it was nearly £100...but good times anyway!

Wow that took fucking ages to give this a name.

P.o!

Harvest Dawn.

2009-05-02T16:51:50Z

Ah lovely quiet LJ times, how pleasing! Right lets get straight into it....I feel like I've said that before, anyway! Last Thursday was awesome, we went out for Beth's birthday and we had to dress up all camo like so I was sort of unsure what to do, I mean yeah camo fine whatever but I always come up with stuff but I don't do it cause I either forget or more importantly can't afford it, like I went to town on the Wednesday and Thursday, once with Chris, then the next day with Dale and Dave Dews and I didn't buy anything at all, found some stuff in various shops that I'd like to buy for the holiday though so I guess it wasn't terrible, and Chris bought camo paints when we went out so I wasn't totally screwed as they were here...and technically I still owe him money....Iill give it to him next time I see him I guess... oh it was funny when me, Dale and Dave were in town though cause we went to subway and had tasty subways, nom nom nom and so on then went and found the Army surplus store (which me and Chris had failed to find the day before) and only after we got out there did Dale realise that he'd left his bag with his camo trousers from wherever in so we had to like run through town to the Subway next to the Gate to see if it was still there, and much to my surprise it was...so I was impressed with the townsfolk!

Anyhoo it was nice when we got a taxi over to Dunston though, cause we weren't sure where Beth actually lived but we knew the street so we got dropped off there and started ringing people to try and find it, in the mean time the local children had noticed three people dressed up with camo paint on and asked if we were gay.....*sigh*, so that was fun, I kept pointing out that I was in fact straight but Dave Dews was joking about saying he was so we got all sorts of weird abuse...like they killed a penny floater at him which naturally hit me instead...typical! But thankfully we eventually found Beth's house and ran away from the small abusive children and started drinking in her back garden, unfortunately her sister got out a drinking game which was 6 shooters but with like alcohol obviously and I saw her pour gin into a couple of the spaces and straight away I knew I'd get the horrible stuff, cause you know that's how things go for me, so naturally when I spun the needle it landed on gin and I had to drink it...so that was nice, had to sit trying not to be sick for like 10 minutes....fucking hate the stuff! It was mint when we got to town though cause when we were still at Beth's there was loads of wild snacks like the little bits of Sugar Puffs, like not the main...puffs? But the sticky little bird seed looking things which I attempted to down after the gin to get the taste away but as they aren't a liquid it didn't go very well...oh yeah I was talking about town! Anyway yeah I took lots of lollies from Beth's so I was enjoying them all night, but the best thing was just how many mint people were out, it was really fun I thought, plus we went to class places like Maddisons and got pitchers of Granny Smiths yumyumyum!!! I honestly love that drink...and I'll be having it later, ha! Um, yeah we went to Players as well which I really like, which is odd considering that it's a "Sports Bar"...though a sports bar with smoking hot dancers, oh yeah!! Well to be fair most of them are average but theres a couple of really good ones!

Ended up going to Liquid that night as well, which led to a lot of arguing beforehand as Liquid is in fact, as shit as a big pile of shitty shit. I bloody hate the place....which is why it pains me so much to say that I actually enjoyed it quite a lot that night, I put it down to the novelty of everyone being dressed up and loads of people being there though! Plus we weren't downstairs with all the charva's and other arseholes, we were up near or in Envy which is actually good. It seriously was a good crack though that night, then when we got back to the flat everyone went to Maynard's room for god knows what reason and I hid in CKBs room to jump on them when they came out....except they didn't and I fell asleep for like 15 minutes, woke up annoyed that I'd wasted time and just went in and spent the next 2ish hours in Maynard's room with most of the people waiting for something to happen with Webby, but secretly we knew it was just gonna be boring and shit and nothing funny would happen....except when we found Maynards electric razor and I switched off the lights and started attacking people with it, though I ended up being the only person with anything shaved....which was my leg before you think too far ahead of yourself!...I did that to myself as well...not sure why. Yeah then everyone eventually sort of just left Maynard's room and most people started playing on Call of Duty but Webby fell asleep on a chair sitting up and looking hiiiilaarious, so naturally I videod him and took a picture of his hilarious head bobbing and I sat on a windowsill in the lovely morning light. I was just so confused at how I had been starving and really tired when Liquid finished and now (admittedly after a lot of pizza) I wasn't hungry and I wasn't tired at all, jut had me a lovely time sitting watching them play the game and laughing at Webby, and then when Maynard noticed how it was like half 6 he started laughing about how people would be getting ready for school...so naturally I though I'd text Zoe and Catherine and ended up texting Zoe for quite a long time which was fun...it seriously was a lovely morning...and night out! And even though I only got 4 hours sleep I was really refreshed and wasn't hungover at all so yay for me!

Saturday was mint as well cause even though I should have been doing an essay David and Michael invited me to South Shields so I went there with them and that was really nice as well, I finally worked out that South Shields is the place I keep remembering going on a trip to one day in Year 2 with Fellside as well, in fact the last month has been proper nostagia month, I've found out where loads of stuff happened like that and like spent loads of time talking about Fellside or watching old childrens shows with Dale at 2 in the morning....which was Fun House! Pure quality man! The only thing I didn't like about Saturday was the hour long journey from Whickham to the flat via bus and metro carrying alcohol and cream eggs which I had already done the day before...albeit without the bag full of stuff...and I forgot my headphones on the saturday so it was boring as hell between receiving and sending texts! It had been mildly nice on friday cause I just got to enjoy the empty bus while texting and listening to music. Hmm...yeah Sunday was shit...like really shit, spent all day working and when I say all day I mean all day, it was so depressing...spent most of Monday working on that shitty essay as well but it's all in the past now, now the much much MUCH better thing that happened over the essay time was playing on Farm Town on facebook, god damn it's so addicting and mint! Can't get enough of that shit, I'm so rich on it now it's great...if only it was real! You just find yourself going on and getting really excited at how your potatoes are only 3% away from being harvested! Awesomeness in a can that.

I like all the texting that's going on at the moment like, its nice...annoying as hell when I hear my phone but don't look at it straight away and forget I've got a text so I sit waiting for a reply when it's already there...guh. Oh and I like my new road sign thing that I stole on Thursday on my lonely walk home, that night was so shit it's weird, I think it was the lack of other interesting people to be fair, there was only me and Keepin then a few other cool people, but not exactly chatty or anything...if you know what I mean, so I just went home and stole council things and Keepin and Martyn went to Tup Tup Palace (urgh!). I tell you what though, I know I say this every single time now but I really want someone to have a damn houseparty!! I'm craving one so much it's unreal, I want to wake up hungover underneath a table like I used to...actually that's made me think of something else, I've noticed that being drunk now is so different to what it used to be it's weird, like when I first got drunk I'd have like 2 drinks and be giggling away and jumping about getting amused at how slow my reactions were but now it's like you drink loads and you get tired, but you're happy...and you know you're drunk but you kinda still feel the same, and yeah it's really fun but I just wish there was that playfulness that there used to be to getting drunk....I reckon that's down to being at town or (very rarely it seems actually) in the flat when I'm drunk and we just either like stand/sit around talking and making fun of stuff or we dance a bit....I want to play! And to play would require a house, and therefore a house party so you know....I wanna go to a houseparty!!!

I feel like I've got something else to talk about but I dunno what it is...usually I know I have something shit to talk about but I know that I've been rambling on for too long so I just stop but today I've finished all the stuff I had in my head but I still feel like there's something missing...hmm. I suppose I'll just keep typing and see what comes out...sorted out the flat for next year, 3 bedroom one in Sandyford with the same landlord, should be good, furnished the same as this one but it has like an American fridge-freezer with ice machine and funky shit like that so that's cool. Actually speaking of flats, I've found myself getting more and more annoyed with the other 3, like the ones from Middlesborough, they seem to be proper grinding against me at the moment, but only when they're all together. Like seperately they're all pretty cool but when they're all together sitting talking I just get...well annoyed, which is why I've spent so much time in my room these past few weeks talking to much more interesting people on MSN, although funnily enough Dale and Maynard now keep coming in here with their laptops and we just sit around and...well for lack of a better word, "chill"....and play Farm Town, ha.

Wow this is long...I seem to be stretching LJ's out more and more these days have you noticed! I put it down to the big gaps that I've been leaving between them and all the stuff that's been happening, so like I spend most of the time talking about stuff in town and that and not really what's on my mind, although the last few paragraphs have been but only cause I like it and I want to write one just full of shit that I've got in my head, problem is there's too much fun stuff going on at the moment that I want to talk about so I do...and thus these end up being like essay length, in fact I think I've said this in a LJ before, I know I've definately said it to Dale while he was watching me write one, but I wish I could just write LJ's for Uni or something, I'd be totally set....dunno how they'd mark it like but whatever....by the way the name of this LJ is a hilarious (well probably not) play on the fact that I've been playing Farm Town loads at the moment and Harvest Dawn is the name of one of the songs that I'm listening to....off the Oblivion soundtrack! Yes that's right, the Oblivion the computer game. Oh I know, I am THAT cool! To be fair right it's really nice music. Lovely to write or sleep to. Anyway that's enough rambling for today...hmmm longest one yet maybe yeees? Oh one more thing, you know what's hilarious! Looking at my first LJ's were I've written like a 5th of this and I'm surprised at how much I've done hahaha... Ha! Harvest Dawn just started playing, as if. Awesome timing.

P.o!

Even An End Has A Start.

2009-04-14T15:52:51Z

Mmm it's that lovely time when everyone's out and I have some peace so I can sit down and write a Livejournal with some nice music on, excellent! Right naturally I can only remember like a week back even though it's been a while since I last wrote one of these but no doubt I'll remember stuff as I go, or at least I hope I do, but I'll add shit as I remember but for now the past week! Ok so last Monday was Wrestlemania day! As I'm sure everyone knows and remembers, it was a bit shit though cause on the Friday before it Keepin said I should go to his and watch it with him and Sheldon and make Wrestlemania hats like they did last year (which are just tin foil things...) but I completely forgot he said that until 10 minutes before it started so instead I just had myself a lovely time in my room streaming it over the internet, which proved to be mildly annoying as the internet kept dying randomly or the stream would stop so Martyn and me would have to quickly look for a new one so that we wouldn't miss anything mint. But on the whole it was alright cause it only screwed up like every half an hour so it didn't interrupt my first whole Wrestlemania which by the way was so fucking mint I don't think I can explain it much, but everyone else was asleep and I'm very very surprised that I didn't wake anyone cause I kept shouting and wooping and jumping about in excitement and stuff! God the HBK-Undertaker match man! Seriously one of the most fun 40 minutes ever!! And it was also lovely cause I had a lovely time texting Catherine all the way through it and sharing the excitement so that was really nice! I've decided that it's mint texting her during wrestling. So yeah on the whole that was bloody class and well worth being up til like...4ish.

Obviously being that it was the first Tuesday of the month Tuesday was Comic day! Which is always fantastic going to town with Chris and looking round all the places with comics, even though we only usually end up getting Spiderman Noir from Travelling Man, which is now finished, so we need to find a new comic to look forward to! However I'm missing out the best thing about this Comic day, and I'm not talking about how Dale came...though when I think about it...he didn't even buy any comics...hmm, anyway yeah, I found out Zoe was gonna be in town with her brother all day as well so I was pleased cause as I keep saying every time I love when I see fun people like her and Catherine and that since it hardly ever happens, I was reeally confused when I was leaving Waterstones though cause I'd been texting her and she said she was in Pizza Hut but then someone who looked pretty much exactly like her walked past me with someone who looked suspiciously like Kate and I got a bit of a shock, but then I just continued my quest for comics since it wasn't actually her.

See the thing that I find funny about when I know someone mint is in town or at the metro or wherever is how I spend pretty much the entire time ignoring the people I'm with and looking around constantly to find them, you know, even though town is massive, but it's still fun! But yeah when I got Travelling Man she was in there so that was ace...sort of which I'd actually spoken to her properly though and not got distracted by how annoyed I was that there was no volume 8 of Death Note, which by the way I am STILL very bitter about. But I bought...well got Chris to buy us both Spiderman since I had no money and did an awkward wave when Zoe went which I was also annoyed at later on and then we went to find this free HMV magazine which apparently had lots of Taylor Swift stuff in, yum yum! And aaaapparently on the way we walked past Zoe and her brother but it seems only Chris noticed them two and her brother noticed us...well actually apparently Chris noticed her brother first, which raises some interesting questions...but anyway...yeah, we got to HMV and there wasn't any magazines so I was mildly annoyed so we just got a Greggs and went home and...played Rock band I think.

Um, oh Thursday was mint! Me, Chris, Dale, David, Keepin, Sam, Thomas and Michael all went to the beach!! It was hilarious! The car journey was one of the best bits though, cause Me, Keepin and Thomas were in Sam's car and the others were in Davids, but I was in the front so I got to play around and kept hanging out the window when we were going like 60mph and at one bit I was annoyed at how I was able to see the sea for ages then suddenly we couldn't see it and we were in the middle of nowhere so I was hanging out the car, hardly able to breathe due to the air rushing past me, shouting Chris and Dale's names and waving and shit trying to get their attention even though they were in a car that was like 8 metres away but David saw me in the mirrors so they turned round and I preceeded to try and mime "How come I can't see the sea, but I could see the sea before?" which included lots of random waving arm and hand gestures, then I had to get back in the car cause I couldn't breathe and my eyelids hurt...but it was well worth it, yeah when we got to the beach I just suddenly turned into an 8 year old and was playing about with Dale and David as if it was a school trip from Fellside or something, throwing rocks in the sea cause it made me cold or chasing them around with sticks and stuff, it was amazing...pretty cold though...and I got stuck in a rabbit hole at one point when I was pissing about running from Keepin on the dunes...one of the best bits was when Me, David and Keepin were throwing rocks at David's sandcastle...it was so fucking hard! I only hit it like 4 times and I threw like 80 rocks at it...well I threw the same 5 rocks about 80 times...but yeah, it was great, even though I got us lost for a bit on the way back and I was very sandy until I showered.

Uuuuh, oh yeah, went out on Thursday as usual but we decided to go somewhere new so we went to like Floritas and Revolution (between which we lost Dave Dews and later found him stroking a homeless mans dog...so we let him do that and continued drinking, it was hilarious) um...where else, oh yeah we went to Tup Tup Palace, and right ok, never ever go there, it's such a fucking hole...except upstairs where we were which was quite nice, but the rest of it is awful, I mean the urinals are just silver buckets! What the hell!!! It's not right, not that I care, I go in cubicles lest weirdos are around...I know that's probably too much information but whatever, now you know! Um, yeah Unfortunatly since we decided we definately weren't going to Digital we ended up at shitty, shitty, shitty Liquid which I was really really annoyed about cause it's my least favourite place ever. So naturally I got moaned at by Chris and Keepin cause I spent most of the time there being grumpy cause it's so shit, and I seriously nearly just left at a few points but luckily there comes that beautiful time of Liquid when you leave and go home! Mmm love it. I suppose Envy (which is sort of part of Liquid in case you don't know) was alright cause it just played Digital music and wasn't as full of charvas as Liquid was.

Right now Friday! Went out to Pizza Hut with Keepin, Sheldon and Ian which was annoying cause we got shoved in some shitty bit and there was no damn BBQ chicken wings! The cheek of it! Other than that though it was pretty much the usual Pizza Hut amusingness, that's the good thing about it, everytime we go I seem to laugh at something a lot, it's nice, and I ate all my food this time! Yay for me. Went out for my brothers birthday after that so I had to get the bus to town on my own from Whickham...should've totally just gone from the Metro but I didn't think about that until we were nearly at Keepin's...but whatever, so we met at the Telegraph and Paul's mates girlfriend was there and she was scary as fook! The first thing she said was "Hi I'm Emma, you don't have to be scared of me." So naturally I got scared, cause why the hell would you say that!!? But yeah, she was properly pissed of her face so she got pretty annoying and Paul ended up shouting at her lots and she shut up, then we went to the Academy at had a lovely dance to mint songs like lots of Journey and Kansas and stuff was on so me and my brothers were in our element, then I got a right earful off Jamie just cause I didn't have money on me and apparently it was my round, but then like 10 minutes later he was wobbling around and stuff and we were leaving so me and my brother and Tory had to like jossle him to a taxi and keep him awake, and after a long annoying hour or so of him being sick in Paul and Tory's spare bed (which I fucking bagsied!!!) we finally rang an ambulance but they just said let him sleep it off and stuff cause he was just insanely drunk...the bloody tit. I liked the walk back to my flat from Paul and Tory's though, so walking through Byker to Heaton with Taylor Swift playing, oh yeah!! It was a lovely day and no charvas were anywhere so it was nice. But I was shattered in the evening so when Webby, Jammie and Carl came round I watched Top Cat on youtube then fell asleep from like 10 til 12, played Call of Duty til 3 then fell asleep for a long time...it was pleasant.

Um right this is pretty long and I still can't remember stuff from the weeks before so I'll wrap it up now. Um, oh yeah I went into town on Sunday to get my brothers present for yesterday, and can you guess what happened yet...yeah, it was Easter sunday wasn't it! So nowhere (except Footlocker?) was open!! I was annoyed at myself, and at the people who I told that was going to town who hadn't gone "...hang on...it's easter sunday though Tim!"...and yesterday when I got Paul's present I tried going to the bank, you know, even though it was a Bank holiday...durrrr, nice one Tim. I still need to give him his present for yesterday though since he was in York with the rest of my family...hmm..I'll give it to him tomorrow, it'll only be two days late...I mean come on he gave me my Christmas present on New Years day! Though this is mildly different and that wasn't really his fault...but whatever, Anyhoo! God I do love a good long LJ! As I'm sure you all do :) but I'm afraid I'm finished now...god I've been typing this for like an hour and a bit...awesome. Oh hang on I'll keep with tradition and tell you about my latest money problems at the end, well we might get the electricity and gas and water cut off cause CKB and Norris havent paid them yet and they're still in Middleborough until after Easter...the bloody swines, and I'm still in a massive overdraft aaaas usual! And still will be after I get my next loan thing, and I still need to pay off the holiday, though I have til the day before my birthday to do that...excellent! Hmmmm...oh well! I'll think of some cunning way to get money...or more likely I won't but it's fun to think I will! :)

Now will this be the longest one yet....?

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Just couldn't not write another.

2009-03-23T01:53:18Z

See the problem now is I can only remember a couple of the things I was thinking about earlier, seriously though after I finished the entry my head was still full with enough shit to fill another insanely long one but now I've just got a couple of things and Oasis in my head as, unsurprisingly, I'm listening to Oasis. The one thing I love about writing LJs is that a lot of the time I do them to not only be fun and write an LJ for people to read but also to postpone something that I can't be arsed to do, in this case put all my clean clothes away and put my bedsheets back on the bed...I swear to god putting bed sheets on is one of the most annoying things ever to me, just bores the shit out of me and I get really annoyed at the main sheet and how long it takes to put on...grrrr! I tell you what I'd prefer to be doing, hoovering! I really need to, and I really want to, pity the hoover here is shit and just goes over and doesn't pick anything up so I have to like dig into the carpet with it and stuff, god what I'd give for a lovely dyson! I'd have me some great fun...well if my headphones weren't screwed from having left them in the wash...damn. :( That my friends is one of the nicest things for me! Listening to music really loud through headphones while having a nice hoover around. They say cleanliness is the closest thing to godliness, do they not? (Prize for getting the film reference.) Ah yes, some lovely Oasis in my ears and a dyson...excellent...a girl can dream...wait no, boy sorry.

I realised a few minutes ago that I have an essay...wait no I'll start again, I remembered a few minutes ago that I have an essay for next monday, problem is as always I haven't planned or got the books yet and I have no idea what the questions are about that I have to pick from or which books I'll need for them and I'm busy on Tuesday night, and Thursday and I'm away from Friday til Sunday so...that'll be fun and rushed like last time then...*sigh*. You see at the start of March I knew I had at least one essay for this month, well actually I thought I had like 3 and checked and saw I only had 1 and was pleased and said to myself that I'd get it out the way and have a nice relax til after Easter when I have quite a few but nothing is that easy with me is it. Nope just ignored/forgot about it and now I have a week to do it but not really since I'm only free for a couple of nights....I do hate myself sometimes. Like how I skip so much Uni now, seriously my attendence must be like 40% if that, I wish there was someone just to wake me up and kick me out of bed and send me off to get educated like I used to in school, though to be fair I also had to get taken to school with my Dad who obviously works at the school so I was forced even more to go if you get me. Hmm, I do wish I would get my act together.

On a mildly seperate note, I wish I somehow knew what people were thinking, then I'd know if they knew what the hell I was doing when I did various stuff or if they just don't care, well not that they don't care but don't care in the sense I'm thinking of. It's shit like sitting on the sidelines all the time knowing you could be doing better, or making things better anyway, you know? Well probably not but whatever. Like would there be a point in just trying with them or would it go horribly wrong like you imagine. Hmm, it's amusing trying to talk about what you think when you don't want to say the exact things you're thinking, although I'm sure it's very, very confusing. Or perhaps it isn't, perhaps it's actually really obviously. Who knows...you do! Aaaah less mindless talking now I think, I'm starting to confuse and annoy myself.

Right after a long think there I've just remembered what the hell I was gonna talk about, I have decided that it would be awesome to work in a comic book shop like Travelling Man, I mean think about it, it's fun of fun shit to read and everytime you go in the people are just talking between themselves and hardly anyone goes in and most importantly there wouldn't ever be arsehole charva's or whatever coming in! It'd be mint! Now if only I could be fucked to go and find out if they actually had jobs...hmm! Maybe I'll ask next month when me and Chris go to get the last issue of Spiderman Noir! Oh actually speaking of comics I've just remembered something else! I totally have an urge to watch loads of old anime at the moment that I used to watch like Evanglion and G.T.O and DBZ and stuff and I totally wish I had the time to do it, but I totally don't...especially with the afforementioned essay that needs to be done. Mmm lovely things...though I have loads of other ones to continue watching as well, if only I had more time! Oh well...right even though I know fine well that I've forgotten stuff that I wanted to talk about and that I'll probably remember as soon as I finish I'll stop, mainly cause I really need to go to bed...hmm. I loves me Livejournals I do.

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Just The Way I'm Feeling.

2009-03-22T23:42:44Z

Right let's get straight into it for once, first things first. I cut my beard yesterday. Not for any particular reason, and not for good, just decided a few weeks ago that I'd shave it off for a while to see what I looked like and that and enjoy a nice clean shave and I finally got round to it on a fine saturday morn. And it was entertaining, I loved how smooth my lip and chin were, just sucks that the rest of my face isn't that smooth everytime, grr...but whatever. But yeah, my face looks well odd without a beard I reckon...it's like....year 11 and shit, strange stuff. I love people's reactions when they see it though, cause they look at me and it take them like a few seconds to actually notice then they tend to do a hilarious face and go "wow!" and I laugh...hmm....good times. Aaaanyway, yes I'll grow my beard back whenever, but for now I'm just going to enjoy having a light stubble all over. Speaking of which, I wish I had an electric shaver with a stubber trimmer thing...hmm.

Oh fucking great I've arsed up my toolbar at the bottom of the screen somehow and now I can't put it right...hang on....argh. There we go. Anyway right! Bloody hell now I need a piss...how annoying. Ha I totally got Dale back for scaring the shit out of me when I came in, cause Maynard pretended he wasn't in so when I walked foolishly unaware of any trap he...scared my basically so just there I jumped in the main room and made a loud "bkaw!" sound like a chicken and he caked himself and I laughed....as I'm sure you can tell since I'm typing so much about it...then again I type shit loads about everything. Oh god! I can't believe I haven't mentioned the second most important thing that has happened lately, totally fucking passed my driving test! 1st attempt! Get iiiiiin, and only 6 minors...of which one was nearly a major...I left my indictator on by accident. Silly. But yeah, I passed and I was so fucking pleased.

However that excellent day sort of got a bit shit when my new computer didn't arrive even though it was supposed to...then I rang my mam to ask if it had been sent to my house by accident and got my ears ripped out basically for spending money I didn't have on a computer...and then she asked how I was gonna pay for that and the holiday. Penny dropped. Forgot the holiday. In my head I thought "FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU-" however all I said outloud was "...um...yes I may have forgotten about that..." and my face promptly went bright red and as warm as a fucking furnace. So then I was left with the computer of my dreams (lol nerd) sitting unopened in my room the next day and I had to send it back...you have no idea how depressing that is for someone like me. I will fucking get it back though...for my birthday! Thing is though this problem wouldn't have arose had I been allowed to buy now and pay in 9 months but nooooo, stupid arsehole fucking company doesn't trust me or whatever so I had to pay straight away...broke my heart...though I'm currently thinking of cunning ways to get it back straight away in case the deal isn't still around. Like get my mam and dad to buy it and I'll pay them back before the 9 months, ooooor, get them/my brother/whoever to buy it on the pay over however many months so that they credit details will let it go through then I'll pay them back with a little extra bonus to be nice!...like a pound or whatever though, nothing mad.

Hmm, so yeah. What else, oh yeah my Grandpa's 80th last sunday amused me, I'm telling you walking round your grandparents house half drunk is a really weird feeling, especially when all the family (bar one) is there. It was class when we had the loooovely tasty buffet though and it ended up talking about racism and stuff and it got hilariously awkward and then my Grandma walked in and took a flip and I was trying not to burst out laughing at my brother who was trying not to seem like a dick. Ah...guess you had to be there. I love being the quiet one who just sits there and says weird shit every now and then though cause I don't get blamed and usually get some good laughs...mm but yes I'm sure you're fascinated by that so I'll move swiftly on. You know I think it's strange how I can change my opinions of various people so quickly, it's like one minute I'm one thing, then literally over night I change my mind...you know, not to be vague or anything...you might get it though. If you're magic.

But yeah...it's weird, I don't like how jealous I get of people sometimes as well...oh actually I just though...have I mentioned the last Blaydon party...don't think I have and that's mildly more interesting and mildly related I guess so I'll talk about that. (Don't worry I'll try and make it short...ish) Sooo, went to the party and all the fun types were there, it was great when we got there though cause me, Keepin and Sheldon just sat in Sheldon's car for like 10 minutes for no reason and I just sat with my legs up (as if you needed to know that) texting then Sheldon got annoyed and forced us all to go in....only we weren't allowed in cause it was too full, but then luckily whatsherface and the other one whos party it was came out and let us in. So yeah, went in and saw folks like Rachael and Zoe, who promptly ran away after what I thought had been a lot of speaking but...apparently not? Made themselves miss out on drinks as well...anyway yeah I saw Catherine from afar...but didn't say hello though cause when I walked past her I didn't realise it was her and then she was talking lots so I thought I'd not be rude. Still wish I'd seen them all more though/actually talked to them cause it's great when I get to, such a rare occurance and that but you know...anyway I ended up getting mildly drunk and had a lovely time singing with Ian and the others so that amused me...anyway I think this is pretty bloody long and even though I've still got a bit to say I'll stop here and put you out your misery...I think I'll write another one soon as well...ha. Hmm...

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Many A Week To Explain.

2009-02-26T18:40:03Z

I wish I didn't have to start every single one of these now by saying that I don't know what to start with but it's true so I may as well say it...um, I can't even remember what I put in the last one so I can't remember what the last thing I talked about was..I'll ask Catherine. RIght! Party it is then...I wish I could remember who's...oh yeah Marie. Right so basically Marie was having this party right...and we went to it. Anyway what else, ah yeah this week right I was at uni and...only joking. Yeah, I do love fancy dress parties (which by the way is what it was, if you hadn't guessed), but the problem with them is I always get told about them aaaages before it actually is and think of mint things to go as like...a superhero for instance is what I generally think of, like either T-Man or Green Lantern or something but I never ever ever try and actually get the stuff I need to do it and I actually also usually just completely forget about it til like the week before so I don't even have time, let alone the money, to do it so I always end up going as something weird...well less weird and more shit, generally just me in clothes with something else that I wouldn't usually wear...like this time I dressed in my hawaiian shirt and my hat...fuck knows what I was. Well actually I tell a lie, by the end of the night I decided to agree with the people who were saying that I was an undercover agent in Hawai'i.

Sooo yeah. As I sort of mentioned before I had wanted to go as a superhero but money and time problems made that idea go tits up, though I have to admit I did enjoy finally being able to wear my shirt and wear my hat out to town, which the older folk went to for Kayleighs birthday after the party. Admittedly the most exciting thing to do with the party was the fact that good ol' Catherine was going, obviously. I was a bit annoyed that Rachael didn't go like but I suppose it can't be helped...you can always tell when people don't really want to go to parties and stuff cause even when you give them great ideas for costumes or whatever they just say "maybe"...I've noticed. I thought it was a bit weird when I actually saw her though, dunno why, just seemed a bit...well weird...took bloody ages to find her as well, which wasn't great since I got dropped off by Sheldon on my own cause he had to go back and get Keepin since his costume had collapsed and he had to get a new one, so essentially I was stood in a room full of younger people feeling like an old bastard being ignored by everyone since I knew about 6 people and they were all talking to fools and my friends hadn't arrived yet. It was shiiiiit. But um...yeah it was better when I actually saw people like Ian, and eventually Catherine and...the other one...hmm I've totally forgotten her name now....Lucy, and then the other fools when they arrived.

Actually you know what I just thought of, how shit it is that at any party anywhere a bunch of random charvas always turn up and are a bunch of twats, why can't they just stay in their shitholes and leave us good folk alone! Bastards...actually to be fair there wasn't looooads at Maries party but there was still a few. Um but anyway the party! It was quite good, I wasn't too pleased that I got ID'd every time I went to the bloody bar though, I mean come on, do I really look under 18? Not that the IDing stopped the underage drinking which seemed to be solely down to me since Catherine and that didn't appear to ask anyone else, it was worth it to talk to them and that though cause they are fun and it is good to see them and that, sucks that I only see them like once ever few months and stuff, oh well! Oh I tell you another thing about the party, the DJ was a cock, but I'm sure you'll remember. Unless you're Chris or by some strange coincidence a different person (OMG) he was saying that there was some fools from a different party in Maries party and that if they didn't fuck off then the police would shut Maries party down...I mean it's not like there was fights and shit breaking out like at the hilarious second rave, as I'm sure Dale here would admit. He agrees.

So anyway as I mentioned previously we went to town and that was pretty good, it were amusing when the weird lesbian kept stealing Keepin's stepdad's hardhat that he was wearing for his uniform, fuck knows why but yeah it was amusing. However! Me and Dale have just spent like ten minutes thinking and talking and I have noticed I've missed out something that happened previous to the party! On the Sunday before it in fact, basically we finally agreed to go to a comedy night in a gay bar that Sam had wanted us to go to for many weeks, and by the way it turned out to be absolutely gash, well admittedly two of them were quite funny but on the whole it was shiiiiit. For instance there was this irish comedian and the only reason he wasn't funny was that we couldn't understand one damn word he was saying, but outside we were taking the piss out of him and naturally he was right behind us, so we went quiet and swiftly walked away, and many lulz occured. Surprisingly enough I reckon the best thing about that night was when we went to shitty Mood at the end and played us some good old drinking games, I think it was Keepin who suggested that we play spin the bottle. Now this is may not sound that strange but there was five men and then Sam on her own, stranger still is the fact that none of us actually objected, although I'm sure someone just said we'd have one spin and then play something else...but anyway obviously we didn't cause I wouldn't be on about it and long story short lots of man on man kissing occured. I was most confused in the morning when I remembered when I had to kiss old Maynard cause I honestly don't care about little kisses but for some reason I was being very strange about it at the time...very odd! Was a good night though. I don't think I'll ever stop being amused at the [depressing?] fact that I've kissed more men than women.

What else has happened....oh Valentines! That was fun, us singles (Me, Maynard, Sammy, Martyn and Beth) went to Sam's house for her singles meal, which happened to be looovely, it was very tasty. Except the cocktail, which everyone admitted tasted like cock, and foolish Maynard said he'd be alright if he downed it and I told the fool that he'd feel ill but did he listen?! Did he shite. And obviously he felt ill...silly bastard. Seriously though, I'd happily put up with the cocktail if I got to have the meal again....mmmm. I think it was a pretty average saturday in town after that, well after we went and got Granny Smiths at Maddisons...so very appley...so nice....mmmmmmm, not Appletini but still. Um....I can't really think of what else has happened in the week times except for me skipping uni for no reason, though I forced myself to go to...most of the stuff this week and I will get to everything next week! I went to Manchester at the weekend since it was my brother's birthday on the Friday, that was amusing solely because of when I went to his house and saw how awful it is. Sam would actually die if she ever saw it I feel...had a nice meal though, tasty steak in a tasty baguette! Yum yum! Then the next day I woke up and had a text off Jamie saying "My life is over" and obviously was terrified that something had happened, which wasn't helped by the fact that he wouldn't answer his fucking phone for 3 hours, but it did just turn out to be him being a drunken dick. Yeah, and like 5 minutes before we were gonna go home he decided he was coming with us so we had to go from Yorkshire (where we were staying, at my grandparents) over to Manchester then back home which it why I didn't have time to write this on Sunday! Bastard! It's just hime having his yearly breakdown though, happens every year around his birthday....he's a strange boy.

I think that's about everything that's happened since the last time...oh I finally got my driving test booked!!! I can't wait, 19...wait 18th March even then (hopefully) no more driving tests and I can do...other things that I said I wouldn't, foolish me. Probably wouldn't have agreed with myself to do it if I'd known my bloody test was gonna be delayed so many times. So yeeeah...hope this was a nice one...seems fucking long. I wonder if it's the longest one yet...hmm.

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Appletini please, easy on the tini!

2009-02-01T16:46:59Z

Well it's been a mildly eventful week this week I guess, especially compared to the previous weeks like, it's now the last day of my two month long christmas holiday...not that it was supposed to be two months long, I just happened to take the last two weeks of the semester off, and that wasn't even planned, I just kept sleeping in and missing everything and then I just gave up going in with exception for quickly getting books and handing in and collecting essays. Fun times. But anyway, yeah, basically all I've done is play xbox and stay up til like 3 and get up at 1...it's quite boring really as you can probably imagine, I mean I did do other shit like go to town and the metro and the gym obviously but still....anyway so that's the back story to why this week has been interesting.

So what's happened...yeah, I gave blood again on wednesday. Nearly fainted again as well, seriously though it was a piss take cause I tried to get up straight after cause I forgot that you have to wait 2 minutes but they sat me down and I was fine until literally the second the alarm went off saying that the two minutes were up and then my head went light and my vision started going so I quickly went "Oh there we go!" and hopped back on the bench and was instantly surrounded by like 5 nurses who started talking about how I fainted last time. It's good how canny the nurses are at the blood place like, they're so friendly, it's very useful! It was horrible building up to actually giving blood though cause for about 5 days before it I just kept thinking about how much is hurts when the needle goes in and how horrible it feels when the you're giving blood cause you can feel a big fucking needle sticking into a vein, but luckily it didn't seem to hurt at all when they put the needle in and I hardly felt it when it was in which made me really happy, even Chris said that it didn't hurt as much this time...perhaps were just getting used to it? Oh here's a fun thing! Since that was my 4th blood letting it means that next time I go I'll get a new card! A good old upgrade to blue blood card! Yay!

Anyway, I'm quite pleased now though cause Chris is being normal with everyone again and is hanging around with us which is nice. We all went out on Thursday obviously but we tried new places instead of just going to Stonelove at Digital, I mean we finished at Stonelove cause we said we'd meet up with the others, which annoyingly didn't include Sam cause she was in Leeds having a whale of a time *cough*...she totally didn't, apparently it was horrible...anyway, we went to Floritas and all got Mojitos which turned out to be a waste of money cause seriously they were 95% ice, no joke. Then we went to um...Revolution and got the tastiest shots ever, seriously they were so lush, and to celebrate them I stole 2 shot glasses, har! Spent £4 going into another bar that I can't remember the name of which had weird toilets, like there was no male and female ones, just 6 single person ones, which is actually better cause it means there was no chance for there to be a black guy at the sinks that you either have to avoid like a prick or pay...admittedly I did pay a black guy later but he was just the happiest guy ever!

Right and finally before heading off to Digital we went to Tokyo and me and Chris got Appletinis!!!! God I've never been so happy at a drink ever, I've finally had a proper Appletini made in town and it was so fucking worth the wait, best thing ever. Good thing is that Keepin and Chris dared me to ask for it like JD does in Scrubs and say "Appletini please, easy on the tini!" (hence the title of this entry) and seeing as I was nicely tipsy I did and then laughed lots, god it was great...aaah. Yeah then off we went to Digital and had a relatively good time there, saw CKB and Sean there...my flatmates that is, and we had drinks with them which was good, we stole some randoms drinks as well since we saw them being pulled away by one of their friends for being too drunk, unluckily Sean knocked them all over the floor after a while cause he was legless...but yeah, good times anyway, I slept with my Trance music playlist playing as well which was nice to wake upto..

Um...yeah, except for seeing Valkyrie on friday that's about all that's happened...oh and a few people came to the flat yesterday and we organised the holiday sort of...wait no I tell a bloody lie! I was quite annoyed on friday cause after we bought the tickets for Valkyrie we went to waste time and look at games and shit and we walked past two people and I thought that I knew them but I wasn't really paying attention but then I realised I was a complete idiot cause we'd just walked past Catherine and Kate! Seriously I was really annoyed that I didn't realise it was them before we walked past cause I wanted to say hello, haven't talked to her properly in a while now, it's shit! Yeah I felt like an idiot after a bit though when I was texting her though cause I just say whatever shit is running through my head which always ends up with a stupid text that noone would be able to reply to ever and then when I think back on it I feel like an idiot, in this case I said something about the timing of buying a quiznos with the film...*sigh*.

Oh one last thing, I was annoyed what Maynard and Dale said a few days ago, cause you know already that I wish people went on Myspace and MSN as much as they used to since everyone either has given up or just goes on facebook but now guess what! They said they're getting sick of facebook now, for fuck sake! Why can't people just be fun and stay on social networking shit to keep me happy? Does noone else enjoy talking to people as much as me or something? Silly people...um...oh bloody have to delay my driving test til March as well, that's proper pissed me off, I'm so fucking sick of lessons now it's unreal....hmm, just one more month though....one month exactly in fact, then hopefully no more!

P.o!

Dreamy dreams!

2009-01-18T16:26:45Z

Well I guess since this is the first entry of the year I may as well talk about what's gone on or whatever...like at new year I did get absolutely smashed. Too smashed in fact. So smashed that I was sent to bed at like 2 in the morning after being sick for...an hour? I honestly don't know how long I was being sick for, and I can't remember what happened between cheering at the new year and dancing to pendulum and being sick in the upstairs toilet and asking people to leave soI could be sick even though they were just keeping me company...oh well! Strangely though since new year when I've been drinking (which has been quite a few times since the loans have come in) I've felt quite ill at times, especially when I'm at the flat, but I think that's due to the southern comfort and lemonade I keep drinking, it seems a bit off and I dunno why. Southern Comfort seems to taste much nicer in town, especially from Bar 42 I've noticed...so yeah, for some reason even though I've been to town quite a number of times I've only got properly drunk like once...hmm, very strange I think!

Anyway now to finally write this dream entry that I've been planning to write since like november last year! Um...typically now that I have to write it I can't bloody remember what to say, have you noticed that this happens everytime at the start? Bugger it I'll just say something generic to get things going...aren't dreams fun! I think it's strange that I used to have really interesting dreams that I remembered for ages like racing members of LB along a motorway or being in school and seeing people and having weird shit like trains and shit suddenly coming into school and getting chased by some killer or whatever but at the moment I don't seem to have very interesting ones...in fact I can't really remember most of the ones I have at the moment, I think that's cause nothing is really going on at the moment, I mean they say that dreams are the mind just going over memories and sorting them out and shit and I think that's true cause when I think back on really good dreams in the morning and that I can se where bits of the dream have been inspired by things that have actually happened in real life.

I found that this was especially true in summer last year, well late last year cause I kept dreaming about various people who had been on my mind all day and that I'd been planning stuff with and so on, or like when I played guitar hero 2 for like 2 days straight in...um...bloody hell 2007, but yeah I actually dreamt that I was playing it, so I got up, played guitar hero, went to sleep, played it in my dream, got up, played more guitar hero....it was fucking mint like, sad yes, but mint. Right and now to explain something that I've had on my mind for years now, I reckon someone should invent a machine that lets you watch your dreams back, I mean fuck knows how it'd work but it would be great if you could like upload your dreams onto the computer and watch it back...it'd be like a fun tv program...or cheap porn...it would make explaining fun dreams you've had to people easier like wouldn't it? Cause you wouldn't need to explain them, you could just show them to people!

Actually now that I think about it...I was told in biology that memories, wait no I'll make you think first, what do you think memories are? Now think about this, what are memories, like physically. Yes they're in your mind and you think about them but how do you think this is, they have to be something don't they? Cause your mind is just a load of grey and white matter with electricity flowing through it isn't it? (Strange to think about.) But yeah, apparently memories are like um...shit I can't remember what it's called now, it's a bit like nerve endings that have been, well to put it simply, burnt shut so that they can't be changed and stuff...as it were. But yeah! If someone could make a program to read these burnt nerve endings, so, memories! And then convert it into video files you could watch your dreams...and memories! I mean how amazing would that be!

Right I'll stop yabbling on like a mad scientist now and get back to the main thing....um...I think it's weird how often I dream about school, it's like...all the time...dude? No but seriously it is a lot...never looks like school actually looks, generally cause it's either all brick and stuff or the buildings are made of glass and there's never any doors, which is one of recurring themes of my dreams, there's never usually doors, the buildings are either really futurey glass or shitty brickwork, I always get terrified by like cliff edges and I'm always crawling on the floor in case I fall down if I go near, for some reason lots of my dreams are about me trying to go for a piss but people keep appearing and stopping me...and um what else...oh yeah sometimes I can run stupidly fast...and flying feels really realistic...which is fun! I don't understand how it can feel like wind is going past you when you're actually in bed asleep...it's very strange I think.

Ah I do love talking about dreams...it's great, but anyway I've written quite a lot so I think I'll stop now...hmm. Good times.

P.o!

2008

2008-12-31T16:17:30Z

Well obviously this will be the last entry of 2008 so I guess I'll use it to sum up the year, which I'm afraid means you will have to continue waiting for the dream themed entry which I did in fact actually start writing a few weeks ago but I kept stopping to do stuff in the flat and it ended up being 3 in the morning and I couldn't be bothered, so there you go, I will try and write it as the first one of the new year I promise! Anyway, 2008. I won't sugar coat it, when I think back on it it hasn't really been as good as most years, the end of school was shit, the summer was shit, uni has been alright but things to do with it like stuff in the flat [read virgin media] has pissed me off. I mean the summer was the worst one I've ever had, should've been really good and stuff since it was insanely long and before uni but no, I didn't go on holiday, didn't get a job, didn't do anything really, just sat being pretty depressed and doing the same shit week in week out. Not to say it didn't have it's good points like the nights in town, which in hindsight were a bit annoying cause I spent like £60 a time and I really should've thought ahead and not spent so much so that I would actually have money in uni...um, yeah what else...oh yeah, staying up talking to Catherine until 4 in the morning and playing xbox live with Dale was really fun, I love really long conversations with people, they're always so nice and make me feel happy.

The fact that I did actually get into Uni even though I got nowhere near the marks needed was pleasing as well, and I will admit that the so called "last day" was very very fun...well until I sobered up cause it was just me and Martyn sober and really bored with lots of drunk people who kept ignoring me cause they had short attention spans and people kept randomly leaving so I had less and less people to talk to...but yeah...when I do think of that day I think of going to Somerfield to get alcohol then everyone being in the park and getting absolutely smashed, it was fantastic. It's a good thing that the last day was so good like seeing as the build up to the A-Levels and the exams themselves were so fucking shit and boring...well except some like History which I actually enjoyed a bit. I have to say, as all of my year has said constantly, the lack on a proper common room ruined the last few months, I mean how are we supposed to relax or prepare for stuff when we have to sit outside on some benches getting sunburnt or freezing?! It was stupid, just shows how shit the school was...and is I suppose.

But less of the bad things and on to the nice stuff! I'd say the thing that has been the best um...addition? this year has been meeting LB, lots of stuff has revolved around them, like going into the school which was very very fun for me, and going out with various ones which was um...less good, well when I was in town with Catherine was great for the most part, however the whole Hulk fiasco was...annoying to say the least. Sort of put a downer on the summer...but like I said then, can't be helped!..well it could have but we'll not dwell on such things! Town has been really good this year I have to say that again, but I suppose that only makes up for the fact that there has been like no house parties which is an absolute shit cause I love them more than anything, I think next year I'll try and convince people to have them, or at least get myself invited to some random ones, har! You always seem to get up to wilder things at house parties I find compared to town...and they're a lot bloody cheaper than going out!

Um, what else shall I talk about...oh christmas! Christmas was good on the whole, disappointed that LJBmas was cancelled but that couldn't be helped, at least Catherine has her xbox now and I'll be able to play stuff with her which I think should be fun, like Smackdown! Good times I hope. New year, as in today has been pretty worrying since for the last month or so all the flat people (as in me, Dale and Maynard) have been saying "we're not having people at the flat" but then noone else has had a house free, or at least they say that, so only this morning was something organised, and guess where! That's right, the bloody flat! Hmm, admittedly it is better than nothing, but I'll still be annoyed if it gets trashed or stinks when I wake up again! Actually before I go there in an hour or so I'll need to buy some drink seeing as I only have a can at the flat and two bottles of Desperados here...hmm, some Southern Comfort, Lemonade and Apple Sourz or something should do me fine, I plan to get very drunk seeing as I haven't been really drunk since...Daisy's party, which was in the spring or something...not too good really is it. I always just get quite drunk, but I want to be stupidly drunk again so that I'm falling about and people can't mention that I don't seem drunk at all like they tend to do...though I really don't want to get really REEALLY drunk so that I'm horribly ill and stuff, so I'll have to be careful and precise with my drinking!!

Um...yeah, I think that's all I've got to say, so in conclusion! Though 2008 hasn't been the best year I'm still quite pleased by it, but mainly only cause of when I got drunk and the people I met...so yeah, as everyone says, bring on 2009, should be good! Oh yes, and Happy New Year!

P.o!

In Medias Res

2008-12-13T02:22:20Z

I knew it'd be worth it. Which is pleasing to be honest...

...Oh what a week again! You know I haven't actually been into Uni for a full day that I'm supposed to have been this week, I just skipped everything either cause I was being lazy, was too tired, or needed to do work! In fact this week I've only been to 2 hours worth of timetabled events! But I have been into Uni 3 times, though two of them were to hand in essays then I just fucked off which I thought was amusing, I mean come on I deserved to stay off on Thursday cause I stayed up til bloody 5 in the morning writing the piece of shit thing about the Industrial Revolution, I mean how shitting boring does it want to be! Urgh, but yeah I'm proper pleased now cause I can start preparing for christmas properly now cause I have no work to do and that! :D Oh and I've also decided when I'm going to do my driving practical, but that's a secret! Har, I can't wait, as I've mentioned lots of times cause being able to drive will make things much easier and so on and so forth...

Anyway! The Main Event as it were. God how I looked forward to going back into school again, it was really getting me worked up. But in the good way. I liked how Maynard had to go to the dentists so I got a lift over to Whickham with him, and the mint thing is the drive over was good and quick so I didn't get really annoyed like last time with all the red lights and stopping for petrol and stuff! Yay! So that put me in a great mood as well. It was strange before we left though cause the night before Maynard said that he was gonna wake me up at 10 and knock and my door and stuff so that we wouldn't sleep in and guess what happened! That's right, I woke up at 10, well just before, and he didn't bloody wake up til like 20 past, the lazy git. Ah it was mint though cause I had a shave whilst I played Toto on my phone, but I kept singing and it made it pretty hard to shave at times...then I cleaned my teeth with We Didn't Start The Fire on haha, it was great. Makes me smile to think about it.

But yeah, it was a little confusing when I finally arrived at school after walking up from the village in the freeeeeezing cold cause I was supposed to meet Rachael but she'd gone to art and I didn't want to walk into the common room cause I didn't think anyone I would know would be there and I'd just be standing awkwardly waiting for her to come back, so I did the cunning thing and went to find my dad...which I couldn't...so basically I just hid outside my dad's lab until I saw Rachael and Zoe and then I went and said hello...and Rachael said hello...then everyone stopped talking and some other people started talking to them and they started walking off, so I was a little confused...just ended up following them like some proper reject, so I did the cunning thing of just getting my phone out and I texted Catherine...then we got to the common room and they still didn't bloody talk to me! But luckily Ian was there so I had a good talk to him until Maynard rang and we went to get the certificates.

That was annoying cause you know, Ms Pattison gives you them, and I hate her. Like seriously hate her. I was gritting my teeth when I saw her...I would like to kill her. She's a fucking bitch. I hate how I had to be nice to the cunt...it was good when we left though and I didn't have to look at her ugly, pan-flat, fuck face anymore. Yeah Maynard was being odd though cause we went back to the common room and I was excited cause I knew Catherine would actually be fun and she was there by now and Rachael told me to go sit with them but Maynard was saying it'd be sad and that he didn't want to sit with them! The bastard, so I had to go to Somerfield (for somer-thing different!) with him and buy crap so it just delayed me getting to talk to Catherine! Grr...yeah we saw a load of complete gimp charvas fucking about in their cars though. Stupid pricks.But yeah, when we got back Maynard left and I got to talk to Catherine! It was great, cause she's mint and stuff, you know? It pleased me that she was actually happy to see me, well I think it was that and not just the fact that I had sweets...

Yeah it was great hanging around with her though, it was also nice that she stopped playing a game of cards so she could talk to me. Then we went to Somerfield and I really nearly bought some drink so that we could have some lovely alcohol, and I'd just get her to skive her last lesson, cause that would've been mint! Didn't though, ended up getting overly expensive fajitas, which in hindsight was a great idea cause I was starving at Keepins and they were tasty when I ate them. We then went and found my dad and I had a good laugh with him and found out he used my old coursework as a show of what not to do, which I was really amused at...he never gave me money though even though I asked. It was worth a try to be honest, I didn't understand where Catherine had gone when I got out the lab though cause I didn't notice her texts for ages, so I just went to the common room and found her again. I wish she'd had last free as well though, I was upset when she had to go, at least I finally got that hug she owed me though! Hmm, moral of the story is, Catherine is great. Har. Can't wait for LJBmas, it's gonna be class! Hmm, yeah the rest of the day has been good as weell like, went to Keepins, oh wait, on the way I talked to Heather as well, that was insightful and fun! I only just remembered that, but yeah went to Keepins and had a laugh with him and stuff while we waited for Sheldon, and when he turned up they both went to the gym but I didn't cause I have a plan for the gym!

So I was just left sitting in Keepins room so I played Saints Row 2 and texted Catherine...yeah and then they came back and we went to the Metro with Ian, and the weirdest thing happened, we were joking on about if Martyn was coming as well and stuff and we were just leaving and then he texted asking if we were at the metro yet....but we thought he was working and we didn't know how the hell he found and we were prooooper confused...so yeah, we went to Pizza Hut and that was amusing and fun as usual, Catherine and Kate should have come as well though, that would've been amusing I think! After we went back to Keepin's and watched loads of shit on Youtube like Jason Stathem clips and scary videos like the scary bit from signs and a exorcism aaand oh the terrifying White Noise trailer and a horrible bit from Mirrors which terrified us all, then we noticed it was Keepin's birthday and said happy birthday and that...so yeah...it was a good day, and now I'm back here typing this and watching 8 Mile and smiling at the thought of it...and tomorrow me and Sheldon are going to the metro to surprise Keepin, it's gonna be good. Hmmm. I'm like how good it was to go into school again and see people.
I knew it'd be worth it. Which is pleasing to be honest...

P.o!

Oh What A Night!

2008-12-06T18:02:35Z

Mmm I just had some lovely soup, tasty tasty soup! Anyway yeah yesterday! God it was hilarious, I knew the rave would be different but by god I didn't expect how different it would be, ah it's making me laugh just thinking about it. Anyhoo, the lead up to the rave was good as well, if not slightly worrying. I mean for a start even though it started out looking like there wouldn't be be enough people coming to the rave and it'd be half empty and a bit crap since like over half of the invites were rejected but then suddenly there was hundreds of accepted invites and many more maybes. I was amused when Dale said that he hoped half the people didn't turn up and he didn't expect that he'd have to say that. More importantly though Catherine felt ill on the day and said she might not come, which would have just ruined the night, especially since Zoe wasn't going since she was working and Rachael just decided not to go in the end, which it would seem wasn't such a bad idea this time, but it sort of was...if you get me. Anyway yeah Catherine. I did try my best to convince her to come, and I think it worked, though it was probably more to do with her choosing herself, but you ever know. I was really, really happy when she said she was definately coming like, it actually made me cheer.

Another good thing that happened prior to the rave was that Dale had to go out like 3 hours before it to get lights cause they hadn't been able to acquire any, which was cutting it thin really, but funny to be honest. It also took me until an hour before the rave, as Dale was coming back to get ready and then go over and take the lights, to decide what shirt I was gonna wear. Luckily I'm just the most cunning person ever, I decided to wear the Save The Smils, Wally and Dale Rave shirt from their birthday but I added "Remember the-blah blah-?" so I turned it into a question, seriously I laughed for ages. The problem was I didn't have a black marker so I ended up using a...actually I dunno what the hell it was, eyeliner or something. Anyway yeah, I cut my hi-vis jacket as well so it wouldn't fucking kill my armpits like last time...oh and most importantly I wrote LJB on the shirt with neon paints! But seeing as I have a terrible memory I fucking forgot to show Catherine cause I'm a frigging idiot. Which annoyed me.

Anyway when Dale got back we both quickly got ready and zipped off to the rave with the lights in Dale's dads car. Right and here's what fucking annoyed us, we got there at 7 and it was already full of random radgies who I'd never seen or had seen in school and had hated forever, I seriously just wanted to get a machine gun, wouldv'e done the world some good...actually I said that to Carl when he got there. That was the problem though, Open Invitation rave in Swalwell, who turns up, scores and scores of underage charva scum. In fact so many that the decent people who I wanted to see like Catherine, Kate and Lucy weren't allowed in. Yeah another thing that happened was that we turned up as guests and ended up being bloody security! Standing at the door checking for stamps...oh fucking hell the stamper, I can't even be bothered to go into that it was such a fucking joke.

Anyway one thing lead to another and the invitable happened and the police came, first just one car after the complaints and fights, then 5 cars, a van and the tasty icing on the hilarious cake, the Coppa Choppa! God I've never cheered so much, I laughed and danced in the spotlight and had me lots of fun while waiting for people to agree to go to the Sun so I could see Catherine again. Which was also annoying actually, got there eventually after just leaving everyone (well technically they all left me) and she'd left. I was a little bit disappointed...oh but before all the lovely dancing the Police shut the place down, I cheered at that as well. And as the charva's were marched out the Rave they sang "lovely" football chants. So I decided to have some fun and after they stopped sing Toon Toon Black and White army I said "Actually I prefer Sunderland" as loud as I could...I don't think anyone really heard except Chris who burst out laughing.

Anyway yeah...I can't think what else happened now...oh yeah when we were outside some guy was fingering this lass a metre away from us and we were all laughing...even some policeman apparently, oh yeah! And some 14 year old told them to fuck off and promtly got chokeslammed into the floor...then arrested hahaha! Classic. Anyhoo yeah...it was all very funny, it is a pity that so many scumbags turned up and ruined it for the decent people. I thought it was a fucking joke that so many were allowed in then suddenly Catherine and co. were denied entry, I said to Chris that we should just clear the place and pick who we want in ourselves. Um...yeah, after I just went to The Sun (hoping to find the others, but they'd left and then went home) then to the Bridle, then back to the flat and me and Dale played Smackdown vs. Raw 2009.

I would say all in all it was worth it cause I did have a relatively good time for most of it, and it was funny, and I did enjoy talking to the L.B members who came. Another thing to note is that there may be a another one soon, obviously invites only...thought it might not be a Neon Rave, someone mentioned a Pirate Rave which we thought would be awesome. So yeah, if they let him, Dale will organise one soon. Hurray! God I try to cut these down but they're always so bloody long...I know this one has been filled with narrative but I think it was needed this time. I'll write the Dream orientated one soon....perhaps tomorrow. Fun times.

P.o!

Confusion should be my middle name.

2008-11-27T01:54:43Z

I'm annoyed that I missed Heroes. I'll just say that to start. I love Heroes...anyway! I went ice-skating to...yesterday, that was fun, except for when I was doing really shit, so like 97% of the time. I must have spent half the time just standing at the side waiting for a gap to get back out and wobble my way round one circuit and back into the side as well, it was annoying...but overall it was a fun event! Took fucking ages to get there though, we were supposed to meet David and Phillip at 5 and we ended up getting there at 6, we left the flat at like 5 past 5....the rest of that time was driving! (and getting fuel). Seriously, terrible. I hate traffic, it's lucky I wasn't driving though...except I wish I had been cause I really want to be able to do stuff like that. You know sometimes when I'm leaving Uni and I walk across the bridge to City Campus East and the metro I looked down at the motorway at all the people in the traffic and I seriously think "I wish I was one of them sitting in their car, in traffic, and not me walking to get the metro on my own...", well that's one of the things I think about. I think about lots when I'm walking places on my own, especially like back to the flat from town, my mind just gets filled with loads of stuff like I just think about my life and stuff, it's weird...

I've always thought it'd be fun to have someone just listen to all my thoughts, or like write them down, much like this, but actually all my thoughts, not just the none weird and other such ones. That's probably why I like this so much, I just like being able to open my mouth (or...hands?) and spill out everything that's in my head. I suspect it's due to the fact that I've spent the last....god knows how many years just keeping 90% of my thoughts and feelings to myself. That'd be why (except family when I was younger) only one person has ever seen me cry, I don't actually cry ever really...in fact it's got to the point that when I do cry I enjoy it even though I'm obviously really upset, though the last 90% or so of the times I've cried in the last like 8 years have been at films or at tv shows like Lost, where Charlie died. God I wept at that, wept and wept, and at Forrest Gump when I watched it one school night years and years ago, just for no reason I put it on and watched it til like 3 in the morning and at the end I cried for like 20 minutes. It was nice...sort of.

But anyway what was I saying? Oh yeah, I'd like to be able to go to a...phyciatrist or whatever and just talk everything out with them, except it'd only make sense to them if they knew everyone I'd be talking about, cause if they didn't they'd obviously not understand it...the problem with that stuff though, I have just thought, is that somethings you can tell someone and they still wouldn't understand, but to truely know what was going on you'd have to be...well me. You'd need to know what I was thinking at the time, I mean I know I could easily tell them what I was thinking but you know, they'd need to know my feelings and such things...you know? I dunno...I just think it'd be nice to talk about me for ages (not to sound bigheaded or anything obviously...). Another thing I really like, while we're on the subject, is just talking or thinking about all my memories. But it's annoying cause you can tell when people don't care and I'll be blathering on and I can see that they have no interest in it at all but all I want to do is just tell people what's happened and how I thought it was funny and how I liked it and stuff. That'd be why for my GCSE english language exam when we had to write something about ourselves (where most people described what they looked like) I just wrote pretty much an autobiography, and I wrote 7 sides yet only reached half way through Primary School. I really wish I'd been able to continue it, or get it back after it had been marked...in fact I wish I could have all my old exams back to look it, I find it interesting to look back on them...well except when you have to do that as exam preperation, when it's actually work I stop enjoying it!

Hmm, I really do miss GCSEs though, I had so much fun looking back...well I didn't, the memories of it are a lot better than the actual times on the whole cause I fucking despised geography and some of english, but yeah...I miss doing art and pissing about in business being all flirty but stupid and shy and seeing all my friends all the time, and PE...it's funny how that was my least favourite...well one of my least favourite subjects in like year 7 and 8 cause of all the charvas and then by GCSE it was one of my favourites cause basically I just played and pissed about with Keepin and Chris and people...fun times. Fucking charvas in the lower years though, I always think about what it'd be like if I thought the way I do now but back then, if you get me. So instead of being a timid little shit I would actually tell people to fuck off and stuff...but then again that's what everyone thinks...right? Just like I always think what it'd be like if I'd met various people before I did actually, would things have worked out differently? Would I still be the same person I am now? Of course the answer is no, there is no way that could happen cause if I'd met them previous to when I did in reality then I wouldn't think such things would I? So yeah....dreams! I'm not gonna talk about them in this one cause it'll be way too long but I'll try and remember to go on about them in the next entry.

Right I think that'll do for now, I hope people like reading this one. I really enjoyed writing it.

P.o!

Same old...

2008-11-18T23:30:44Z

Oh great it's happening/happened again, didn't see that coming, oh wait yeah I did! Well at least new Smallville is on to cheer me up. Well now that Smallville is finished and Catherine isn't being fair I'll continue this....hmm that made little sense, anyway! Yeah what did I think of all those hours ago, oh yes driving. I can't fucking wait for when I've passed my test. It's not that I don't like lessons, cause I do, it's very fun to zip around Newcastle and shit...all the time abiding by the law ofcourse and every now and then having to do turns in the road and shit. But the problem with it is that they're just so fucking awkward, I want to be able to go driving when I want, not have a set time which I have to sit and wait for and end up just getting annoyed and all the damn time before it I just think of how I could be relaxing and stuff. The worst thing is how my lessons have always been at really awkward times though, for instance when I was at school still they were on Thursday afternoons at 5, which were always reeeeal boring so I'd get back and I'd just want a lovely relaxing lie but no! I'd have to get back, have a shower then wait the annoying 30 minutes until it, cause seriously there is shit all good you can do in 30 minutes, and um...yeah now I have them on Friday mornings or Tuesday mornings, well Tuesday, Friday was the worst since I'd be out on the Thursday night so I'd be hungover and want to sleep. Tuesday I have it before uni so I finish there and save myself getting the Metro which is alright but still, I'd prefer the extra 30 minutes sleep...actually no I wouldn't...

If I don't change the subject this will be shit, so! Basically I can't wait to pass my test so I don't have to put up with that, and also I REALLY can't wait til I get a car and can drive round places, it'd mean I could see people more and go places easily and I think (and have been thinking this for a while now, like 10 months) it'll make me much happier. I found out my bursary doesn't come til next year as well, I could kill. Seriously I need the fucking money and I need it quickly, Aaah I thought I'd be good with money at uni, but there you go, story of...the last 2 years, I think something and the opposite happens, money, people I like, friends...I'm surprised I'm not more upset than expect, then again that is the opposite so there you go! I know this is a recurring thing in these but seriously I'm confused at everything. And by everything I mean everything to do with my so called "Love life" or lack thereof (I like saying that), seriously I get told people like me then I see some clues and nothing happens! What the hell!! Eeeh...I'm such a teenager it hurts. Oh no Dale is here! Anyway continuing...yeah. I know, as Catherine said, I should make a choice...well actually I've mildly been forced to pick one side over the other, but I don't want to...I like the other one too much, and I think I like her more, but I don't know...*sigh* I dunno. Play the long game! That's my new plan, get everyone talking and shit and all happy and so forth and then we'll continue with the old plan. Or in the case of the other person I'll get someone to find out post haste, then I'll try my luck, who knows it might work but I'm not holding my breath.

Um, I'm sure there's more to be talked about but I dunno...I hope all the stuff I've planned with Catherine happens, that would cheer me up lots and lots...I'll stay positive with that. You know I wish I could be more socialable all the time with my flatmates, like today I've just came in and been on the computer since, but to be honest I like it like that, I like being able to talk to people who I don't see all the time, I can go talk to them basically any time I want so you know, plus it's nice to talk over things with various people...hmm lovely dance music, always cheers me up, but makes me sad cause I remember the good old gym...I miss Badger Magnum and the Mon-Wed-Fri routine, it was repetitive and stuff but I miss it now...it's funny how you think you can go without stuff but then you miss it really badly...hmm, plus THE gym has better and more familiar stuff. I don't have to go searching and thinking for ages like at JJB. Oh well, see if I had a car I could go back....the car will make everything better.

P.o!

The Nature Boy! Woo!

2008-11-13T21:14:27Z

Weeeeeell, I meant to leave a few days til I wrote another of these cause I was really wanting to write another just after I wrote the last one, I totally had LJ fever, and then I just ended up forgetting completely, which is sort of good I suppose...anyway lets get to business! Um...god damn it, it's always so hard to start these then I end up writing shit loads....

God Death Note, I can't wait to continue watching that later, I ran out of books so I was cunning and started watching the anime but then last night even though I tried my hardest to get past where vol. 5 ended (which made me excited and annoyed that I didn't have the next one) I just ended up getting to the end of the episode which ends on the exact same bit, I was very upset, but I had to sleep or I'd never get up in the morning for uni at 1....and I almost didn't, that's right, I almost didn't get up to go to a lecture at 1 in the afternoon...I annoy myself. I know I've said this before but I've got proper lazy with Uni, I need to sort myself out.

For instance this week I've only been in twice. I'm supposed to be in four times, but on Monday I missed my one lecture at 11 cause I stayed at Keepins, luckily that was cancelled anyway so I saved myself some trouble without even knowing, and on Wednesday I just didn't get up, then went to the gym instead of going to my 2nd lecture...I was annoyed when I was in the seminar for US history though (which was the 2nd lecture) cause it had been on Imperialism, which I'm really interested in...you know cause I'm a big sad git. I was actually able to answer questions in the seminar that people who had been in the lecture couldn't (and some [crazy] people say Wikipedia is bad, tsch!). Oh the seminar was really good though (even though it was 5 til 6 *weep*) cause for a start there was only 6 of us which is mildly fun and at the end we were just talking about America and China becoming a superpower soon and stuff, and I really enjoyed it, though I didn't say as much as I wanted to...oh well. Nice to listen.

Um, yeah I'm in a proper WWE mood, I want someone in the flat to get the new Smackdown, I hope it's better than last years, 2007 was so much better. I was horribly upset with 2008 like....but apparently 2009 is good, so yay! But yeah, I love the little thing we have going with games in the flat, like we all ask who's buying what so that we can all buy games then just share them around. It's lovely. Not that I've let anyone even touch Fallout 3 yet, I take it back into my room every day hahaha....aaah, I'm very protective with my stuff though. Hmm, yeah I can't wait to make me on Smackdown again though, it's so fun!!! I'll have to somehow get Burn In My Light on the xbox so that I can have it as my theme though...hmm.

I wish I could find out what's wrong with...you probably! I doubt many other people will read this. It's annoying when I don't know what's wrong with people, for two reasons, firstly I'm a nosey bastard, and secondly I like to be able to cheer people up, it's nice to do that...
Hmm, what else can I quickly talk about. Ah yeah, oh wait I've thought of two things, anyway, I which um, "certain people" were on more, I miss talking to them, but what can you do. ....go into school and see them and other mint people is what! And by god I will do that soon! And finally, Virgin Media bill came...a few days ago, naturally it was wrong...fucking cunts, so I'm gonna have to ring them again. Plus some shithead has been getting songs off it, which fucking costs money, so it's bigger again...*sigh* I really which I hadn't said I'd be the one who paid for it, it's been nothing but fucking trouble.

P.o!

The Many Lives Of An Angst-Ridden Student

2008-11-03T14:55:00Z

...I'm tired. Even though it's only 2:12 in the afternoon. I also feel like I should write another one of these as the last was a little...shit what's the word that I looking for...fuck it I can't remember, it was a story basically! Yeah, but I'm tired. It may be that I stayed up with various flatmates until just past 2 so I could watch 300, and then I had a mere 7 and a half or so hours sleep, well that coupled with the fact that I hardly slept yesterday night as well, was up until past 3 reading Death Note and [attempting] speaking to Catherine. I've found that I'm a right lazy shit now, even after lots of sleep I find it hard to get up and always put my alarm on snooze at least once before I drag myself out of my comfy, warm double bed....double bed with only me in obviously! Why would it have someone else in you may ask...and I also wonder why I said that, but there you go, I just type first and think later.

Anyway, oh I tell you what I did yersterday though, went to see Quantum of Solace with Keepin and Sheldon! That was good, I watched [most of] Casino Royale first obviously while I waited for them to come get me, then obviously they asked me for directions and I sent us the long way, but it was amusing...for me anyway. So yeah, film was good like, and I had me a lovely BLT from Quiznos, large obviously, its so tasty and filling. I'd say my 3 favourite "fastfoods" would be Large BLT from Quiznos, either size Meatball Marinara from Subway, and the lovely tasty Bacon-double cheeseburger from Burger King. Though I haven't had a BK in like...a year now, which is good and bad I suppose because yes they're bad for you but god damn it tastes so good. I was actually trying to pick which was my favourite out of those 3 before I went to sleep last night but I couldn't...anyway I digress!

So yeah, tired. Could also be that earlier I had to go get books from the Library for this shitty 2000 word essay that I have to do for Pre-Industrial Europe on Thursday, naturally when I got there ALL the books I wanted were gone so I had to get a load of random ones...I don't even know what to do with them, they're entire books on the Reformation (which is what I've decided to write about). Atleast at A-Level the books were there and you sort of picked up one went to the index and saw if there was anything about the Continental Blockade and stole some lovely quotes, am I supposed to read these entirely and find the right passages?! I have no idea, but we'll soon see. My left ankle really hurts from having to carry round my really heavy bag with all 9 books I got out in...oh god that's reminded me! The Metro was funny, when I went down there was two radgies with a dog sitting on the seats playing shit music off their phone, made me laugh and remember when I told Catherine that I was playing music off my phone one time when I was out and she asked if I was being like them....it amused me anyway.

I have too many essays and things to write, I thought I had three 2000 word ones for various times over the next month or so, but I don't I have two 2000 word ones, a 1000 word one about Internet sources (what the fuck are you supposed to write for that, seriously?!) and a 500 word one, except the module guide doesn't even say what to write it on so I'm confused by that. I mean yes it's actually 500 less words worth of writing than I thought but it's annoying that I've got more than I thought. This chair isn't comfortable enough by the way. I keep moving around and trying to get comfortable but I can't...doesn't help that it's a shit chair as well, it's like...well I dunno how to explain it, it's just crap. Hmm, oh there's another peach of information I found out over the weekend, you know you get given a perfectly nice choice between finding out two things (or so you think!) and you know damn well the one you really want to know is gonna be shit so you don't ask about that but as soon as you ask about the other you suddenly realise that the only reason that there is a choice is because you aren't going to find it out. Naturally everything happened as I guessed! I didn't get told the interesting thing and then when I asked about the other thing it was crap and made me just sit around for a while trying to figure out why it had happened, which to be honest is what I'm still doing. I wonder if it's just concerning that certain thing that I asked about though or have I somehow blown the whole game...again, you know, without actually having done anything to make it go to shit. Again.

It confuses me. What is it with me and women, [brace for typical angsty teenager stuff] makes no sense to me! You think someone likes you, no in fact better than that! You get told they like you! But then you try and go somewhere with it and you get weirdness back, or in the other case people say that she blatently likes you and stuff like that but then when you're around her there seems to be little to no sign of this and you're a little confused by what the others have been talking about...very curious. But back to the main one. Yeah, it's weird, I haven't done anything have I? Or am I just thinking too much into it and I missed my chance even though there was in fact...4? days between when I was told the mint stuff and when I asked them and then got a whole lot of odd behaviour...then again I may be thinking too much about that as well and I haven't missed my chance and I just need to be patient? To be honest I hope to god it's the latter, I'm fine with waiting, I'm used to it. We'll just see what happens in the next few weeks and stuff, I'll just be hopeful and confident about it! See I'm being more positive than last time, how good is that!

So yes, since I've got to get into the essay mindset let's do a little conclusion. Basically I'm just gonna see how things go over the next few weeks and try and get things back on track, 'cause I think they'd be good if they got on track! Also gotta just get all these shitty essays over and done with, no point just sitting around and moaning then only doing them at the last minute like I've done...well forever, I'm in Uni, what did I expect? Hmm. One last thing, why the hell is noone on Myspace or MSN anymore, it seems like ever since I finished 6th form that everyone stopped using them properly, you know, even though not everyone has gone to Uni...it confuses me, sort of upsets me as well cause I like reading bulletins and talking to people. Oh well...oh god! Yeah I've got the Virgin Media money of everyone now as well, I'm pleased. God I just can't type short entries anymore. I hope this was up to people's standards.

P.o!

'Cause nothin' lasts forever, Even cold November Rain.

2008-11-01T23:46:00Z

Well well well, halloween ey, fun times. I think that's the second time I've ever dressed up, though I could be wrong. It's definately the first time I've been out with people on Halloween I can tell you that for sure. I ended up being a lovely mix of things, although it wasn't a mix really, I just ended up putting tape and facepaints on myself and then adding various bits of clothing, such as a waistcoat and a pair of converse with one black and one red. In the end I was a "crow,rapist,pedo,riddler,joker,gambler,crackhead,mime,crack dealer,drunk,kiss member, punisher,henchman"...yep. It was good though, I liked putting the make up on, it was cool doing the mime shit around my eyes with the black, Keepin kept putting me off though which was annoying! The swine. So yeah, people came to the flat first and we drank a little and me, Dale and Maynard all got dressed, then instead of going to Kyra's fun sounding party and then town we went to another one, which was just one street over, except we got taken the complete wrong way and it was a fucking joke getting there since it was freeeeezing outside. It's lucky we missed the rain cause that would've ruined quite a lot of costumes, like Dales EXCELLENT joker. Seriously though, go see the pictures of it, it looks good there but it was even better when you saw it properly, infinitely better than all the others that were in town (which were suprisingly few, we expected every other person to be the joker but there was only 5 in town that I saw...).

Anyway yes so we went to this other party and basically the gang from the flat with a few exceptions all went into the kitchen and we just sat and ate all the food then left...we never even went to Kyra's, I was annoyed, we just went and got the metro to town, but for god knows what reason left some people at the party, and I knew we wouldn't see them til like the end of the night and I was right! But yeah when we got to town we thought where to go, we had agreed to miss the big clubs cause they'd be packed and just go to small bars and happily for me we went to Maddisons and I got to have lovely Granny Smiths again! Mmmmmmm god it's lush, so applely...yeah after a while in there we went to Players which was alright. Wasn't as good thought cause all the barstaff and dancers were wearing costumes so we couldn't all go "oooh!! mmmm!" and them and stuff...

Uuum, oh wait! Before we went into Players we saw Chris, which was amusing cause it was Me, Dale and....god who the hell was the other one...Webby! Yeah and we were all...well except Webby who was already insanely and hilariously drunk, um...yeah, we were dropping little snide remarks about him not hanging around with us since he was going on about having met loads of other people and how he'd just been to the cinema with some randoms who he named...like that'd help! Silly boy. He wasn't even dressed up! Just cause he went to the cinema doesn't mean he can't dress up for god sake, lazy hobo that he is. Yeah, so then Players, then after I said I was hungry and got people to agree to go to Subway but we went to the one near Eldon Square for some reason and not the one 2 seconds away from The Gate, and when we went in (at quarter to 12) the cheeky fucker said he was about to close up, so we went next door and got other food, I got fish and chips which took fucking aaaaages, but it was worth it. But! When we got outside someone looked in Subway and apparently the guy was serving new people, and this was like 25 minute later. The blookdy cheek of him! Tsch.

Then we decided to go to Wiggle at the Uni (fuck knows why) and on the way some scottish started arguing with us (I never found out why) and I ended up started between the two group and shouting "Everyone shut the fuck up and fuck off" as loud as I could. Which was fun, I was actually annoyed with everyone as well (more the scottish though) cause I was freezing my tits off. Aaaanyway, we eventually got to the Uni and there was a big queue so we said fuck that and decided to go to Liquid (which is where the people we left at the party had been since we went to maddisons), which I was unsure about cause, yes I did want to see the others...well...maybe a few of them...or just one (but only cause I totally forgot most of the people who were missing and thought there was only three of them). So we went and got to Liquid to find a fucking huuuuuuuuuuuge queue. Surprise surprise, waited in that for an age, got in and went for a piss, had to pretty much wade through piss on the floor to get to the toilet though, it was hilariously rank. Then went looking for the others which also took ages, finally saw them, everyone basically sat bored or danced bored and started leaving. And I hardly even got a hello off people even after hearing such lovely things about people, but isn't that just the thing these days? So yeah, was in Liquid for an hour maybe and I didn't get a drink, in fact I hadn't had a drink since Players and I only got one there.

On the whole I hardly drank last night in fact, I believe the finally tally was; the last 10th of my Southern Comfort, 4 shots of Apple liqueur, a swig of red Sourz, a bit of punch, a swig of some randoms Southern Comfort at the shit party at the start, 3? glasses of Granny Smiths and a Fosters....which you would bloody think and hope would get you drunk but it didn't, I think I spaced it out too much though, annoyingly. I really do hate how much it takes for me to get drunk sometimes. Anyway what was I on about, Yeah was in Liquid, had a relatively boring time, Dale, Amy and me decided to go (Maynard had already decided to walk home cause it was so shit) and we got a taxi, though when we got in it we saw the others had left as well...um, came back to the flat and had a quick shower and a bit of a talk with the others then went to sleep...was an alright night I guess. Could've been better, to be honest I'd have prefered just staying at a house party getting drunk and playing Singstar, you know?

Oh and today I was woken up at quarter past 12 by Keepin organising tomorrow to see Bond, and I was gonna go back to sleep but he reminded me that I had bought Fallout and hadn't played it yet, so I showered and played that...aaaall day, seriously for like 10 hours until a while ago. Dale and Amy were watching for all of it as well, and I knew, and wanted, to stop and then do something more interesting but I just couldn't. It's too fun and entralling. So yeah...that's that. What else can I quickly fit in. I'm sure this'll be by far the biggest entry so far like. Um...I'm getting confused over stuff at the moment like, it's like I think one thing all day when I'm being normal, then I'll have some alcohol and think something else as well, but then I'll go to sleep and dream of something else again, it's odd. Not that you know what I'm on about. I know the normal daytime one is the proper thing though and it's the best. If it'd bloody work that is. I'm staying confident. Hmm, might've just spoilt the game by saying that, oh well. I think I'll watch Casino Royale in a bit to get into the mood for tomorrow....

Mm long.
P.o!

Tonight I'm going to suck!.....your blood.

2008-10-29T23:47:47Z

Well what has happened that I can talk about over the last...two? days. Well obviously today was...mainly good, thanks largely to Catherine. Had a nice ol' time hanging around with her, I suppose technically we were looking for gifts but we didn't really stop much to look at stuff, she should've got her dad a printer like I said, it's a great idea! But yeah (I say that a lot, have you noticed?), we did actually stop for a minute or so at the porn section in zavvi, I remember that...and also obviously looked for pictures of Torres, which is always fun...or is it...maybe? Sure why not. Anyway, yeah tried to get her to go to the uni cafe bar thing but she ran away and I bloody knew she wouldn't meet up again, and she didn't, after my lunch with Keepin she left me freezing in town for 40 odd minutes while she shopped and was warm in starbucks...tsch! It's lucky the bit with her was so fun or I would not have been pleased.

Yeah, so after that long time or boredom and cold I decided to fuck the last lecture as I wasn't waiting another 1 and a bit just for US history, so I came back to the flat. When the others got back we watched Iron Man which were good, it;s annoying though cause they're all in there being socialable and sitting with their laptops and I've gotta sit in my room like a right dick when I want to use the computer. Which obviously is all the time. Of course Halloween is coming up, dunno what I'm gonna be still, all the plans keep going awry, somewhat like tomorrows plans! I hoped that'd work out but it didn't...this time! Well hopefully just this time, it's killing me how long it's taking to go out. Oh yeah friday should be interesting, obviously will be going to town in costume but Quantum of Solace is out and I need to see that no matter what, and buy Fallout 3, so I wonder if I'll be going to town through the day for those 2 things then going back to the flat, getting changed and drunk at this little pre-town gathering that is apparently happening at the flat then off to town. God knows where we're going like, hopefully not Basement, can't be arsed with it. But I really can't think of anywhere that'd be good, not Digital cause that's for other days and we go aaaalllll the time, not Revolution cause it's not really an end of night place, and I think Liquid is shit. It's just full of charva's and dickheads. Oh well, we'll see won't we!

Um, is there anything else I can think of to talk about? Hmm, finally bought one book for uni. It's a start I suppose, can't wait for my bursary to come through, no more overdraft, and I STILL need the money off the others. I might hire some hitmen soon. I should also really start this 2000 word essay for next thursday....can't be bothered, but what can you do? Hmmm...

P. o!

Does you inspire you...that doesn't even make sense!

2008-10-27T17:48:18Z

Well. I actually don't know what to put today as I'm writing this to be nice to Catherine, but no doubt I'll think of something and blabber on for an age...right let me think...hmm.

Um...I bought some new...what the hell is it even called...perfume...scent...aftershave? whatever, yeah but the only reason I bought it, except for that I needed some, was that it's lime green and has a massive exclamation mark on the back, I think it's mint. Plus it smells quite nice! I like when I sprayed it this morning, I was like "mmmm" plus it has a very good sprayer, you get a good amount of spray for each pressing! I was very impressed. Yeah what else, oh yeah, I'm STILL waiting for the damn virgin media money of the others but I don't like asking for it since I have actually asked a few times and they said they'd give it to me so you know...I'll wait til wednesday and if I still don't have it I'll bug them lots, it's a plan isn't it? Um...oh yeah! I passed my Driving Theory last friday, that was good. Well it wasn't good, it was boring and annoying when I was trying to do the Hazard Perception and all that was in my head was the bit off 16 Blocks where the black guy says "Jack Mosley" in a hilarious way at the end. But yeah...so now I'm half way to being able to drive around and see people more and stuff, I'm pleased. Plus it'll mean I won't have to get annoyed by driving lessons, even though I actually really enjoy them, it's just I don't like waiting for them or having to get up on a friday when I should be lying in bed with a hangover from townage the previous evening.

I went to Keepin's on friday and me and the other two of the League went for Pizza Hut loveliness, I actually really really enjoyed it. I was so excited when I was on the bus getting close to Whickham, I really miss going round to Keepin's and seeing everyone, and I just miss Whickham generally, I've spent basically my entire life going there many times a week and now I'm never there, it upsets me a bit. But on the bus I actually got so excited to be back in Whickham that I got off at the stop before I meant to and thus had to walk for an extra 5 minutes...*sigh*. Worth it though. I liked Sheldon driving me round and Keepin arsing about in his car, it was funny, albeit scary at times. Uum...Sam's birthday today, we all be going out obviously, therefore I shall be missing my lecture first thing tomorrow, which will be the...4th? time in a row now. How they expect people to go to a pointless Practice of History lecture at 9 in the morning is beyond me, it's not even essential, we just have to do random essays and thats it...and go to the seminar obviously since theyre compulsory now. What else? Oh yes, I hope a day actually gets picked this week, it's been on my mind since...well last week, in fact no the week before, I really do want to go out, don't want to just waste my time hoping. Saying that I don't actually care...sort of, about wasting my time that is, I'm actually sad enough to wait. Hmm.

I tell you another thing actually! That dastardly Catherine has changed me! Bloody girl, everytime I go on Fifa 09 with Maynard I automatically pick Liverpool or the Spanish Team then sit thinking about...stories, it's very...confusing you could say, hmmmm. Ah yeah, I just remembered another useless thing I can tell you, I've been a proper rebel the last two metro rides, I totally didn't pay! :O Not cause I was just being a bastard, it was actually cause in both cases I didn't have any change and I didn't have time to get any/couldn't be fucked to get change. I think...that that is all I have to say at the moment...I can't wait to see the Lunch Bunch again like, I think it's interesting that I get more excited about seeing them than I do about seeing my proper old friends...very curious!...It annoys me when I talk about them and people give me weird looks, since when was it weird to have a few friends who are like 2 years younger?! Makes no sense hmm....oh yes actually one last thing I haven't mentioned, I've found out that I have three 2000 word essays to do for 3 different modules, and they're due in on the 6th Nov. 11th Dec. and 12th Dec....I could cry! It took like 4 months to do the history coursework last year and that was only 3000 words! And here I have to write double that in a quarter of the time...fiddle sticks!! Oh well, noone said Uni would be easy did they?

Ha look at that, I did write loads when I couldn't think of anything...I love talking...typing...whatever.

P.o!

Many a tale to tell. This one is long.

2008-10-18T16:00:34Z

Well my little ones! As the subject points out, I have many a tale to tell! ...not that I can actually remember some of them at the moment, therefore I will tell you about my fun week, for it has been good. Most enjoyable some would say, I mean obviously it could've been better but it was still canny good. Right so let us begin, our story begins on a cold Monday morn...

So Monday was normal, I was just in Uni for the hour that I'm supposed to be then I think I hung around in town with people then went home. Tuesday my alarm went off at the ungodly hour of half 7 as I had a lecture on Plagarism at 9, and I switched it off and went back to sleep, I then woke up at 8 and though "christ I should get up or I'll be late!" (Though actually if I dont get up before 20 to the hour I'll be late anyway) but I just fell back to sleep, and then woke up at 10 past 9, so I'd missed my lecture...bugger it, slept more. Woke up at half 10 which is when I'd have to get up for my 12 o'clock lecture and nearly fell asleep again but forced myself up as sleeping more would be pure stupidity. Had that long day at Uni, but not as long as it should've been so whatever. Then at the nighttime Dale, Keepin, Maynard, Martyn and myself went out to town, Maynard went home early though cause he still felt shit from the weekend, and when we got to the students union for Skates Keepin went home as he was too drunk. Now this is because he's an idiot (hilarious though) and at Basement accidently ordered a triple vodka and Southern Comfort, mistaking S.C for a mixer *facepalm*. So yeah me, Dale and Martyn had a good time at Skates and I got more drunk then I realised I was. We then all skipped, sang and danced our way back to the flat (as Martyn didn't want to get a taxi back to Whickham on his own)

Then came Wednesday (the best day). Woke up with a massive hangover and was sick a lot and got a nosebleed while being sick (not pleasant), but I didn't care cause I was really excited cause I was going to school to see the Lunch Bunch...I mean, to get my A Level Certificates. So I was ready by like half 9 but Dale was giving us a lift over and I didn't wake him up til 10, and then lots of shit delayed us so even though I wanted to be at school before break we were leaving the flat at 11, along the way we were stopped by basically every red light and Dale had to get fuel, all at which I moaned a lot and went "aaAAAH!" (a bit like Ted off Scrubs). Finally got to school and hit martyn so he'd get out the way and saw the L.B, and I was very happy, and apparently they were happy to see me, which made me even more happy. Then found out the A Level Certificates weren't there and that we'd have to go back in November for them (yes!). Yeah, so I basically just spent the whole day with Ian, or various members of L.B, mainly Zoe and Rachael. And of course Catherine confused us all with her secret.

After they'd all left I walked to Keepin's and had a laugh there while I waited for my dad to pick me up, then went to B&Q and bought some shelves, then back to my parents house and arsed about, ended up taking the computer to the flat (finally) only to find that the wireless adapter for my computer has disappeared so I can't go on the damn internet yet. Grr. Oh god this is very long already...anyway, Thursday I did all the usual uni stuff then town at night which was alright, turned up at Digital too late though and Me, Dale and Martyn were denied entry. ¬_¬ So me and Dale went to the flat, and left Martyn to wait for the others who were in Digital. The fool. Um, yeah and Friday I woke up and was sick lots, then went driving, got back and watched Peep Show all day. For my dinner (since theres no food left) I had a bag full of chocolate shreddies, frosties and cookies...it amused me. Then I went with Dale and folk to see an improv comedy thing which was class, they did Die Hard in the style of Shakespeare at one point. Then when I got back I watched Mallrats and texted lots...like on Wednesday, there was shit loads of texting then, I dread to see my bill. My parents are gonna kill me, I bet its miles over the limit. Worth it though.

So yeah, oh wait no I missed out the main thing from Friday! Right I went to join the gym next to the flat but I needed my account number, as if I'm gonna fucking know that, so I tried loads of things to find it out, like going to a cash machine and getting money out and getting a receipt (so now I'm on minus money ¬_¬), tried ringing Natwest, they couldnt give it out over the phone, tried ringing to see if either of my parents were at home so they could look at my bank statements, they weren't, so I had to run back to the flat and go through all my stuff til I found one sheet of paper that, thank god, had those 8 shitty numbers on, ran back to the gym, finally joined. Went the wrong way to get the the gym bit, ended up in the changing rooms, got a nosebleed (fuck sake), then when I was finally ready to gym it up with Sean and Maynard I found out that they just left! Piss take. So I just did some Back exercises and looked around the fucked off and slept with Peep Show on.

One last thing, been proper fucked around money wise, I'm on £-60 now cause my money has disappeared and I just found out that Virgin media hasnt even taken the £110 (which is wrong and I need to sort out ¬_¬) it wants, and all my flatmates owe me money for it but I don't want to ask for it...sigh, I wish I was more of a bastard. Oh well. Oh yeah! And I'm on minus money but I still haven't bough ANY of my books for Uni, shit!!!! Oh, money problems, pissing hell.

And that, dear friends, is what has happened this week! That took fucking ages to type. You'd best have enjoyed that!

P.o!